No....I don't know what I want....am I wrong for that? maybe. is htere something wrong with the big picture of my life? good chance of that. Do I wish everyone would leave me alone? yes and no....cuz I know if everyone did I'd be pissed about htat too. I hung up on my friends last night and turned off my phone. I though about calling but decided I ( Read more... )

So.....sorry for lying through my teeth to all none of you who read this, but my MCL is fine. Gotcha! Oh wait...actually it's my ACL and my maniscus in the back of my knee that are torn.....and the reason it hurt on the side you may ask? Maybe because I crushed some bone, some more cartilage and had some internal bleeding for a few days. Surgury on ( Read more... )

And you all thought I was dead and gone.... Well, I'ts been a while since I've updated or really even been on the computer much at all. In fact I don't even know if I have a valid email address. But hey, who's keeping track anyway? So I just got back from St. Louis. I had to pay my final respects to my father's father... the greatest, most loving ( Read more... )

so...we definately need to get this band thing going....it's getting kinda lame and it's turning into a waste of "what could have been". all these people I'm playing with are extremely talented musicians. I just don't want to see this band go to waste. We could be something....I really honestly believe that, because we have something that most ( Read more... )

Now....say there's some kid, and this kid is always trying to get my girlfriend to hang out alone...often times in the middle of the night...I honestly believe I have every to be at the shit out of this kid until he pisses blood. But once again thequestion must be asked....would I do it? Could I do it? Could I do it? Physically...yes I believe so ( Read more... )

Alright so I've rounded up a montley crew to play some music... an dI'm likeing what I'm hearing thus far. Once we got to jamming things seemed to fall into place relatively well.It sounded good. Even when we were just messing around, it still sounded better than a lot of thee stuff out there. I guess that's where talent comes in handy. And no, I' ( Read more... )

ever layed in bed waiting to fall asleep and hoping the morning wouldn't come? ever wish you weren't yourself? whatever....I don't even feel like writing. I'm sick of this all. I wish I could just move away... or they would move away... or something. I wish I didn't have a cell phone so my dad couldn't call. It's not that I don't like talking to ( Read more... )

I don't get it...all I wanted to do was ask you to a party...not even a party...a get-together.... and it turns into a big deal. That's the thing though...it's not a big deal... really isn't. Nothing crazy would happen...nothing...I don't know...whatever...I'm not mad, I just don't understand...and I guess Inever will...I don't know. Sorry I add ( Read more... )

School sucks... but everyone knows that, so why even say it right? Ummm...things are going relatively well here I guess....just wish other people would say it besides me :o). but it's cool.... ummm, I think I'm gonna get a band together and just start playing ... I've got numbers so yeah... and I think what I"M thinking about could be pretty ( Read more... )

Event? Nothing....Nothing really at all. This past wekend was good...as was monday. As for today? who knows. so I was singing lastnight with Taking Back Sunday....aaaaannnddd I couldn't really let it rip cuz if was "after quiet hours" 11:25...screw college. But anyway, it sounded pretty good, I think I'm finally getting over being sick, but I've ( Read more... )