I have
ever layed in bed waiting to fall asleep and hoping the morning wouldn't come? ever wish you weren't yourself? whatever....I don't even feel like writing. I'm sick of this all. I wish I could just move away... or they would move away... or something. I wish I didn't have a cell phone so my dad couldn't call. It's not that I don't like talking to my parents....I'm just sick of feeling like shit whenever I'm around them. " I wish he was never born. I've told you that before" said my m other tomy father without knowing I could hear.... and neither of them know I heard it. whatever...maybe.... I don't even know. I'm sick of this life.