Rest in Peace

DashCon182

if you don't know what i'm talking about, scroll down.

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this is a second reminder for those on my friends list [and a first if there are any anonymous people reading this]...

sunday will be my last day with this journal. i am switching to a different name i have:

myheartisfaint
myheartisfaintif you want to still be able to read my thoughts/rants/etc and have me comment on your journal, you have to add my other journal name to ( Read more... )

well i'm not sure if this is good news or bad news yet, but it did lift my mood quite a bit.

found out my vassar phone number and roomate through the website [even though the haven't sent our assignments yet]

451-2966. Which accroding to the site would put me in LathropLathrop's stereotypes ( Read more... )

so, with four days left until the deadline, i finally filled out my pre-registration of classes form. at this point, i just felt like picking classes and getting the damn paperwork out of the way. besides, i probably will have a ridiculous draw number and have to change it all around anyway ( Read more... )

my whole life i grew up blaming him for everything, but the reality of it is that that's a lie. if anything is anyone's fault, i'm beginning to believe that it's yours. do you see how much you hurt me? what you're making me into? everyday i get more and more comfortable at the thought of never relying on you again. he hurt us and i was there for ( Read more... )

i don't know what's getting into me lately. i feel off-balance and antagonistic, and i don't know how to get back on track ( Read more... )

yesterday [or rather, early this morning] i was fine. now, i'm not ( Read more... )

when i woke up this [last] morning i would never have imagined events to unfold as they did. the time is too close to the situations to write about it in any coherent way. all my words have been drained from our two-and-a-half hour conversation ( Read more... )

in the next few weeks i will have several [public] posts related to vassar. classes, orientation, things to bring, roommates, questions, etc etc etc. so i'm sorry to the people who read this who have nothing to do with that school and could care less. you'll just have to deal.

topic #1: Before School Conference [BSC]so i saw this and was ( Read more... )

i sit here, sober, with the effects of three days of partying running through my poisoned body. three days of blurred everything. three days of fucked up fights and arguments and even more fucked up silences. i'm exhausted and lost and out of control ( Read more... )