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my whole life i grew up blaming him for everything, but the reality of it is that that's a lie. if anything is anyone's fault, i'm beginning to believe that it's yours. do you see how much you hurt me? what you're making me into? everyday i get more and more comfortable at the thought of never relying on you again. he hurt us and i was there for you. you were never there for me and now you're trying in all the wrong ways. you're tearing me apart and i'm so angry. i'm so fucking angry at you and sad and hurt and let down. why can't you ever just be there for me? support me? step into my shoes and see what it's like.
if you hate us all so much than why haven't you left already? you blame everyone else as the problem; we're the reason this family's torn apart? take a step back and look. maybe you're the reason.
i wish someone was here to hold me right now.
i'm scared and i don't want to cry anymore.
if you hate us all so much than why haven't you left already? you blame everyone else as the problem; we're the reason this family's torn apart? take a step back and look. maybe you're the reason.
i wish someone was here to hold me right now.
i'm scared and i don't want to cry anymore.