Wow... Its been a while since I have been on here... Kinda lost track and things and got caught up in that whole myspace mess... Im going to try and mainain this page now.... Just for the few people still breathing on LJ... Quick Update ( Read more... )

ITS TWO IN THE MORNING AND IM DRINKING HOT ICE TEA AND EATING NOBLES HAMBURGERS AND JUST GOT DONE WATCHING GARDEN STATE... LOVE THAT MOVIE... LOVE NATALIE PORTMAN... AND ANYTHING SHES IN... TOO HOT FOR HER OWN GOOD... OH WELL... WOOP FUCKING HOOP... IM BORED... EAT ME MIDGET CLOWN.. FUCKING LOSER FACE SHIT DEMON HELL CUNTS... BLAH... DONT EAT ( Read more... )

Its funny... Everyone who claims to be my friend ends up wishing uphappiness on me... And they are constantly waiting for me to fail so they can rub it in my face and say they told me so... No support... No wishing good luck... Just waiting for me to fall... They complain about the things I do and then turn around and do it right back... They talk ( Read more... )

Okay so i have now realized more truth... Jenny picks daryl over me... I picked Katie of another girl... And life sucks because everyone is lying to everyone and no one gives a damn and I cant stand it anymore and fuck everyone who has anything to say about this post cause everything I have read on here makes me sick... FUCK OFF...

C/o Garry

Im sick and fucking tired of all of this useless bullshit hassel... If its not one thing its another.... Garry doesnt like me... I need advice... HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP... WHEN THE FUCK IS ANYONE GOING TO HELP ME!!!... When is it my turn to say I need advice... Why is it no one is willing to listen but everyone is willing to drop their problems ( Read more... )

BLAH ( Read more... )

Since my last update everything has been pretty shitty... The unexplained medical episode... Being wrote up at work... Having the uncle I am named after have a massive heart attack... And developing a crush on a girl I can never have..... Damn what a week... All I need now is a case of beer and pack of camels... Maybe Ill feel a little better..... ( Read more... )

To you all ( Read more... )

Upon waking up today I realized something... My life... Pointless... A burden... I guess more than anything... Im waiting... Waiting to die... At first I was ready for the next rush or surge of life... Now I am just waiting for the end... Waiting for lungs to stop taking in air... Waiting for my eyes to close one last time and for the last glow of ( Read more... )

I had a seizure... Way to go... Now I have to go to the neurologist and make sure my heads not fucked... WHO CARES? Not me... and frankly I dont see why everyone is making a big fucking deal out of it... Im not leaving... Im not dying... Im not going anywhere... I have so many fucking problems already that this fucking seizure shit is just icing ( Read more... )