Im not fucked up... Im fed up...

[darkromantic131]

Im sick and fucking tired of all of this useless bullshit hassel... If its not one thing its another.... Garry doesnt like me... I need advice... HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP... WHEN THE FUCK IS ANYONE GOING TO HELP ME!!!... When is it my turn to say I need advice... Why is it no one is willing to listen but everyone is willing to drop their problems on me... Yes I care but how come no one gives a damn about what I have to say... They ask for advice but never take it... IF YOU ARENT GOING TO LISTEN THEN DONT FUCKING ASK... Yea I got drunk me and greg took turns burning each other with a lighter... It left pretty little rings on my stomach... Yea I wear a purple robe around town... Yea I wear dangling ear rings... You know it takes one patient mother fucker to listen to all these people bitch... But whats even better is when they bitch and then put themselves right back in the situation... They want to call me pathetic.... They call me a fag yet only do so to people they know instead of me... Call me a faggot to my face mother fucker then we will see who the real bitch is... Call me weak or useless and we will see who ends up a pile of nothing in the end... KEEP FUCKING PUSHING... TEMPT ME... JUDGE ME... But when I fucking unload a fucking bullet into you skull dont fucking come complaining to me about the headache you have because you werent smart enough to let up... They tell me to let go of the past yet they turn around and do the same damn thing they called me pathetic for doing... Im sick and tired of being everyones bitch... Having to sit and deal with their problems... Yea Im here as a friend but dont ask for compassion if all you are going to do is become some heartless whore or bastard whos just going to turn around and stab me in the back or make a fucking idiot out of everything... I now know that everything since sophomore year has been a fucking lie... I now know the truth about everything that I have ever felt was real... You all know who you are and you know what you have done... Lie to me about being great... Means nothing to me... But when you make it easy for me to find out how shallow you really are, dont be pissed that I have dropped you ass faster than fat man on Hiroshima...
LATER FUCKERS...
C/o Garry Himself