You call yourself a friend and say you will be there in the end... But you brought me to this point.
Its funny... Everyone who claims to be my friend ends up wishing uphappiness on me... And they are constantly waiting for me to fail so they can rub it in my face and say they told me so... No support... No wishing good luck... Just waiting for me to fall... They complain about the things I do and then turn around and do it right back... They talk shit about me and then run to me to see each other out about what the other one said... They wish me good luck and then get on line and talk about how Im an asshole and a loser and Im nothing and no one wants me... Well obviously they are wrong cause if no one wanted me then why are they making such a big deal about it... Oh wait... I know why... BECAUSE THEY WERE WRONG... SOMEONE WANTS ME... SOMEONE IS GIVING ME A CHANCE... Yea I may not be anything special... I may not be a god... I may be a loser... But you know what... Im winning with her... She likes me... She sees something in me... It may not last... But I dont need you all cursing it... I was single for over a year... Now I have someone... Funny how no body shows any interest or concern until they see that I might actually end up happy and its for a reason other than their own doing... Funny how they cant say how they feel to me but can amongst themselves... Funny how they tell me one thing and then tell someone else something different and then sit in the dark and think about me and think something else.... Brandon, Bobbi, Jenny, Craig, and everyone other than Greg or Katie.... This is for you.... Youre right... You arent Greg... You arent Katie... No wait... I mean... They ARENT YOU... They arent doing what you all are doing... They arent saying what you all are saying... They arent treating me the way you all are treating me... Its funny, because greg isnt her and she isnt him yet even though they arent the same person they still are honest, and arent giving me the hell everyone else is... So maybe you all can learn something... YOU DONT HAVE TO BE THEM TO BE MY FRIEND OR HAVE ME CARE (EVERYONE)... BE YOURSELF(EVERYONE)... AND QUIT BEING SO GOD DAMNED FAKE (EVERYONE)... AND PLEASE STOP USING ME AS AN EXCUSE (BRANDON).... You want me to be there and care and be your friend and talk to you and hang out with you.... Why? So you can dis me in the next conversation you have with someone else.... You want me here... Start acting like... And if you cant do that... Im sorry... But im done with this bullshit...