I havent written in this thing in 3 months, and why is it that something bad that happens always draws you back to your core? Well, here I am. I thought I had finally gotten it almost all together, and that I was on my way to being the person I wanted to be...but alas I was wrong...It's now 6 in the morning. I went to bed around 2 & woke up at 5... ( Read more... )

It is 5:45 in the MORNING....WHAT am i doing AWAKE?....yeah well i had a problem going to sleep...and then my friend Jonathan is gonna wake me up at 5 in the morning....i started to say FORGET IT...and go back to bed...but no seeings how jonathan is one of my oldest buddies.....i woke up..yeah and well here I am...i cant go back to sleep.......... ( Read more... )

That seems to be a frequent ?tion many people ask, and I seem to find myself asking that of myself more and more these days. I'm to the point that when my friends tell me something, I don't believe them. How many of them are lieing to me right now? All of them are. Y'all, I'm not stupid, slow, or guliable to believe your cheesey lies. When are y' ( Read more... )

"At the sight of the Reptile Room, which Uncle Monty had filled so carefully with his specimens and in which he was now a sort of specimen himself, the weight of the Baudelaires' despair was too much for them and they quietly began to cry. It is a curious thing, the death of a loved one. We all know that our time in this world is limited, and that ( Read more... )

8 days until the day I fall apart... As the day looms closer and closer I feel a sudden dispare enveloping me and there's nothing I can do...absolutely nothing.... The bad thing is, my friends dont even realize anything is wrong, but it's ok...they're only human and are too wrapped up in their own lives to realize a difference in me...but i love ( Read more... )

As I sit here studying my bones, my mind keeps sliping back to something that was said in class. I'm not sure who said it, only that it was said, and it caught my attention ( Read more... )

May 15th to June 10th.... So I have almost skipped another month ( Read more... )

Hey guys...sorry things have been hectic ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in almost a month... but I will as soon as I organize all my feelings...... well actually i have to decide what my feelings actually are.....I know I've changed....Im not the same Lacey......I'll never be who I was before a few days ago....... Realizations have hit me and hit me hard... and sometimes I wish I was one of those ( Read more... )

Yeah, I know it's been almost a month since I updated this thing ( Read more... )