I feel like I say this a lot... or maybe it's just whenever I finally get around to posting... but ( Read more... )

There are some days where I read my horoscope and think... Yup.. that's me ( Read more... )

Self-confidence: Near empty ( Read more... )

so I'm spending the week indoors in Jersey because it's a bit of a hassle to go to the city (since I'm kind of far inland). And I didn't want to trouble people if I could help it. So I sit here in their guest room every day, going online and watching tv. I miss the comforts of home. I miss knowing where everything is and just having a reliable ( Read more... )

Currently watching some random We channel show called "Dirty Dancing", hosted by Cris Judd. Currently watching the hip hop one... the guy totally pisses me off, as have all of the other guys... Despite having a choreographer, he's making up moves so that he can be awesome. Basically he is throwing the girls around and is like "it's okay, I'll catch ( Read more... )

So it really hit me today that I'm moving to New York, in a sad way. I am soooooooo excited about going back to school and being in a city and all that. What I'm sad about is that I'm leaving this all behind. I'm leaving behind everyone to fend for themselves. My brother's all grown up and going to college (even if it is 3 blocks away). My dad is ( Read more... )

And so it goes... in just one month, I have remembered the feeling of what it means to have a conceivable and reachable future. You have no idea the sense of accomplishment one feels by just completing a statement of purpose. The self-doubt you go through just thinking of why you want to do something and what you want to do in the future seems ( Read more... )

Today marks the 100th day... but also the 116th day... a year ago my life was so different ( Read more... )

First off, I read an article on BBC news (http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/business/6211250.stm) that the richest 2% of the world own half the world's wealth... to which I was not surprised ( Read more... )

After nearly a year of shelf-life, I'm taking some of my ideas and trying to bring them back to life... video ideas, anthology ideas... but what i'm realizing is that the more i am working towards these, the more skeletons i'm finding in my closet... it seems that despite all my efforts to leave the past behind me, they keep creeping up on me ( Read more... )