Is a heartless Bitch ( Read more... )

It would all be so different. I ruined everything, and I hate myself for it. 23 year old me...what an idiot. I'd love to be able to Tell her how good she had it, how stupid she was for ever questioning any of that, to surround herself with better friends...just let yourself be happy because you'll never have that again and you will regret all of ( Read more... )

If he wanted to be with you, he would be.

If he wanted to spend time with you, he would make time.

If he loved you, it wouldn't be this complicated.

Never a priority.

I feel..,hah, just kidding, no one cares how I feel.

Pathetic. Probably the best way to describe me. If I had to sum myself up in one word, that would be it. It fits every aspect of my life, but most importantly, my love life...or lack of. I am pathetic ( Read more... )

I know the words have come out of my mouth out of anxiety and fear, but never once have I felt like this was a mistake. I'm not going to spend anymore time with regret wondering "what if", because I'm here this time. I made a mistake once and I won't let history repeat itself ( Read more... )

For the first time, ever, I am more sure of something than I have ever been, yet I'm surrounded by uncertainty. I am so sure, infact, that my self preservation isn't even kicking in...I'm still here, even though I know I'm going to end up hurt; that it's my turn this time and I deserve it, because I am sure of how I feel, what I want and as stupid ( Read more... )

Doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results...

I must be insane.

Slowly realizing my own worth. A little embarrassed it took me this long to figure it out.

Silly Megan, you were never important.

I have the first part down.