Sep 10, 2016 04:15
I know the words have come out of my mouth out of anxiety and fear, but never once have I felt like this was a mistake. I'm not going to spend anymore time with regret wondering "what if", because I'm here this time. I made a mistake once and I won't let history repeat itself.
That said...I'm still terrified, and still waiting. Bracing for the worst but desperately hoping for the best.