I will not bend, I will not break
Pathetic. Probably the best way to describe me. If I had to sum myself up in one word, that would be it. It fits every aspect of my life, but most importantly, my love life...or lack of. I am pathetic.
I bend and break.
When will I finally understand? I'm shown over and over again and I just don't get it. At which point has it gone past being hopeful and just turned into ignorance?
I don't matter. What is so hard to understand about that? Everything and everyone is more important than I am...to literally everyone who's lives I've shoved my way into to. No other way to describe it when you're unwanted or simply there as a convenience when people deem it appropriate.
Go away Megan...no one wants you here.
I bend and break.
When will I finally understand? I'm shown over and over again and I just don't get it. At which point has it gone past being hopeful and just turned into ignorance?
I don't matter. What is so hard to understand about that? Everything and everyone is more important than I am...to literally everyone who's lives I've shoved my way into to. No other way to describe it when you're unwanted or simply there as a convenience when people deem it appropriate.
Go away Megan...no one wants you here.