If only time travel were possible...
It would all be so different. I ruined everything, and I hate myself for it. 23 year old me...what an idiot. I'd love to be able to Tell her how good she had it, how stupid she was for ever questioning any of that, to surround herself with better friends...just let yourself be happy because you'll never have that again and you will regret all of this.
Once again I find myself in a too little too late situation.
I really wish things were different. I miss him so much...I hate what I did, and I don't deserve him. He knows it, I just need to make peace with it.
Once again I find myself in a too little too late situation.
I really wish things were different. I miss him so much...I hate what I did, and I don't deserve him. He knows it, I just need to make peace with it.