I’ve decided to go on hiatus, to retreat. I need time to sort out my life, make sense of what has happened. I can’t understand how someone could be so callous and cruel ( Read more... )

At Red Lobster there are suppose to be four managers. We lost our General Manager last winter for stealing money and food from the restaurant. I just found out that we lost another manager. Apparently our culinary manager was arrested for molesting three boys ages 11-13 and performing sex acts on one of them ( Read more... )

"So when they tell you up and down that it just will not fly
Well you take a deep breath and you look them in the eye -
you say "I wish I could believe you but it's not in my constitution,
why don't you sit yourself down and watch my small revolution'"
- Lindsay Mac

Stolen from Jan, but I love it. I fucking love it.

I’m quitting my job at Red Lobster; I put my two week notice in at the start of this month. My last day is this coming Sunday and then I’m free. I can’t wait, to leave this mess behind. To hell with it all, Muncie, Red Lobster, Ball Fucking State, and the whole reason I came over here in the first place. I will find someway to survive. I’m leaving ( Read more... )

I feel so low, so sad right now. This summer is turning out to be horrible. I look back at how happy I was at this date one year ago and I can't even grasp how much my life has changed. Its like a bad dream that just won't end. Its as if all the momentum in my life has come to a complete halt. I started sliding backwards back in May and everyday ( Read more... )

Life is changing fast. When doors close windows open, such is the story of the past week. Went to Chicago for 4 days, job interview, moving, school stuff. I'm not going to go into more detail until things are set in stone, papers signed and meetings held ( Read more... )

I'm at Red Lobster waiting tables when I see another boy walk in. Very cute, sits as one of Jason's tables. The boy talks to Jason and then I see the boy give Jason a necklace and tell him he loves Jason. Jason puts the necklace on and tells the other boy that he loves him too ( Read more... )

Its over. I just returned from campus, there is no way I can pay Ball State. I can't go to school next fall and I'm going to have to drop my summer class. I've lost everything, my family, my home, Jason and my dreams of graduating from college. I can't stop crying, I had to hold back from crying in the Bursar's office, I am such a failure. That ( Read more... )

Nothing like being in Blockbuster and watching your ex-boyfriend of the past three years walk in with his new fling. He can say whatever he wants, but I'm almost positive they are sleeping together. I wish I could get over someone so fast and pretend like the last three years of my life didn't happen. Must be nice to break up with someone and turn ( Read more... )

So I just got back from my first day of summer class, what joy! I made the horrible choice to walk to campus from my house, and I felt like I was going to melt. I really want a bike ( Read more... )