2019 ... With a kid and another one coming up. My have things changed. These days I'm trying to raise a kid, still continue to be a ninja and finally being able to try to forge ahead in my career. No longer at the moment running as I used to but seasons of life. It's tiring, but a woman's gotta do it ( Read more... )

Been awhile since I last updated ... Wedding planning is getting so old. Kevin and I are getting antsy in wanting to do other things these days. Too easy to get distracted with other stuff. I'm really not used to focusing such a long time planning on myself (and Kevin), it's quite uncomfortable to think about ( Read more... )

This week was really interesting, with the Baltimore riot going on. Definitely wish it didn't happened ... but it brought out a side to some human characters I wouldn't normally see. Pretty much it was the realization that 'white supremacist' views are more common than I thought. Within my social circle and connection, I'll kinda know or figure out ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since I last updated ... Much has changed since last November. Relationship wise, I'm engaged; in terms of work, I'm now supporting a radiation effects group. In between was supposed to support some IRADS, but that fell through due to lack of funding. These days, been busy with wedding planning, tai-chi, trying to wind down some ( Read more... )

After the past few days, I'm hoping I can have better focus at work. After LCRD, my focus waned a bit, discouraged and a little in a funk. I need to change my mindset in tackling the FPGA and working on the IRAD. Steve Graham, a person in the higher level directorate, offered for me to stop by so I can tell him what I'm working on. At first when he ( Read more... )

So this morning on my long run, I thought in how I was supposed to approach LCRD at this point. Some things that struck me was that I was removed off the list server for LCRD last week, and I haven't been getting any updates from the EO group. Scott seemed really pleased with the inventory database I put together for the lab, yet I noticed a few ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since I last updated - I needa update more, but much has changed since I last updated ... in Aug :P ( Read more... )

There are some things from the past, I kind of feel better about. It was never really an issue ... Melyane has been working on the power module of the OPIS project. I never took issue at her after the Javier/Julie heat, but Melyane has been a good friend of both of them. I know she's one of those people who doesn't let other people's shit get in ( Read more... )

Things have definitely been feeling better ... I feel I'm more back in the game with things overall. Somehow at work I've always doubted myself on the LCRD project; but every time I talk to Scott, he seems to say things which contradicts my thoughts. Today after the weekly meeting, he asked about my support since from the beginning, I've always ( Read more... )

Been having lots of thoughts - just self searching in many areas ( Read more... )