Apr 28, 2015 16:36
It's been awhile since I last updated ... Much has changed since last November. Relationship wise, I'm engaged; in terms of work, I'm now supporting a radiation effects group. In between was supposed to support some IRADS, but that fell through due to lack of funding. These days, been busy with wedding planning, tai-chi, trying to wind down some worship ministries at church (will take break from music) and work.
At this point I can talk about alot of things going on in my life, I choose work since people don't ask me about work these days, since I'm on my way to becoming Mrs. Koo ... It's been pretty good with the new group. Prior, it was just frustrating, and just wanting something I can feel like I can specialize in. EGSE is a total bust, I tried a signal processing group doing some IRADS. I really wanted to do it, since in college I took more signal processing classes, but never did work in it because job opportunities in it are scarce. Since they couldn't offer me a position, Beverly asked me for my internal GSFC resume, since different groups may be looking for people to pick up work. Turns out the radiation group picked me me up, it's been really interesting. I supported a test trip to LBNL in SF already, so now I'm working on the test report. Was also working on some DDR testing, but the tester somehow, isn't working as it ought to, giving inconsistent results. That's on hold, for we need to send the tester out to have it checked out/fixed. So for now I get time to work on the test report, at least :) ... I'm really liking the new work. I think at this point, any work which is meaningful, will satisfy me. Jumping around from one shit project to another, it's been a frustrating past few years. Pretty much given the opportunity, I'm going to hang up the hat on EGSE; Beverly knows that the branch really can't support me since I really hope to work with a functional group where I can contribute, learn and grow, not being a loner and working on things my own. It's really not much to ask for, so I'm thinking of changing groups if this goes well.
Had a bad and restless dream last night, was reading about the Baltimore riots right before. Kevin asked if it was the wedding planning, but I told him I was reading about the riot before going to sleep. Just hoping the best will turn out, it's so crazy definitely need God help to restore the peace.