I used to be a writer, the words flowing from my finger tips. I don't think I've written something even half way decent in almost 2 years. I had a lot more pain in the past to write about. Now that I'm happy I seem to have nothing to write about, nothing meaningful to say. I seemed to have lost that ability when I was getting really good ( Read more... )

I never thought in a million years I would actually be sitting here beginning to write about living in France. I just imagined what it would be like for too many years to think that that dream could really come true. It really happened though. When I stood there and saw the plane I was going to be taking to france it still felt unreal. I spent a ( Read more... )

Its been so long since I wrote a real update and let people know exactly what was going on in my head or my heart. So here goes nothing ( Read more... )

It has for the past year(well almost) bugged the hell out of me when someone tells me they understand how I am feeling when it involves my Marine. How could they possibly understand what its like? These are the same people who bitch about not being able to see their loved ones for 2-3 days, the ones who get bored in their relationships so easily, ( Read more... )

I remember what I felt the first time I watched the season finale of Dawson's creek. I knew what it felt like to feel that you never quite fit, what it was like to be torn between two loves. I knew what it felt like to know that your soulmate doesn't have to be the one you end up with or even the one you spent the most time in your life with. A ( Read more... )

Below is my modern love leter. It was written in my senior year of High School(2001-2002). I am extremely proud of it. I think its one of my best writings so far. I have yet to make an updated version or even write something this good. Let me know what you think either in an IM(silentbeauty2006 ..AIM), Email me (lovewithallmyheart49@hotmail.com) or ( Read more... )

I wanted to make a few things clear for people. Just because I told you a few things months ago doesn't mean that those things still ring true. Just because for a few months you thought you knew me doesn't mean you do now and doesn't mean that I really let you know me ( Read more... )

"He can be so nice, then so mean... He can care and protect, make you laugh, and at the same time play games with your head… And after he's done with that, he'll tear your heart out, rip it into the smallest fragments known to man and leave it on the floor, while all you can do is stand there, not being able to cry because you're so numb, because ( Read more... )

Lately my focus has been on my future and yet I haven't really sat down and thought what I want my future to really hold. I know the big things I want my life to hold but what else to I want for my life. I've put a lot of thought into it. I know that there are things I really want because I know those things will make me happy ( Read more... )

Out of all the things I said I wanted out of life nothing comes to mind more than a love which is undenyablely passion filled. I've always been this hopeful girl about love and what it was supposed to be like. Even through all of the heartache and disappointment I still had this image of what real love was going to be like. This image of love has ( Read more... )