::::Life::::
Its been so long since I wrote a real update and let people know exactly what was going on in my head or my heart. So here goes nothing.
"Well you filled up my head,
With so many lies.
Twisted my heart
Til something snapped inside.
I'd like to give it one more try
but my give a damn's busted"
This song is all that is left of what was once of my most powerful and loving friendships. I'm not going to get into it that much. I cannot stand the thought of being near him again. He isn't someone I want in my life. Period.
I'm engaged now. I have the most beautiful ring. I am in love with jason and it amazes me everyday. I've been head over heels in love for almost 2 years now. I cannot wait to marry him and spend the rest of our lives together! Just the thought of that makes me smile from ear to ear. He's my soulmate if I ever had one. I am so happy and I don't think I've ever been this happy. He makes me glow. I can just picture walking down the aisle towards him. That is going to be the best day of my life. YAY!!! :)
I got back from france may 21st. Those 5 months changed my life so much. I am so different now then I was last christmas. France was so amazing. It was everything I'd ever hoped for and so much more. I learned a lot about life, myself, the language and the culture. I cannot wait to go back. I can close my eyes and still picture the view from my window, walking beside the river, the feel of the rain and walking around shopping. Besancon was an amazing city, seeing Paris was incredible, being in Rome was fantastic. Overall my trip was a life changing experience and a complete dream come true. Jason and I are going back sometime within the next 1-2 years. I am going to show him the things in france I loved and maybe italy. It all depends. I'll be satisfied if I share france with the man of my dreams.
I am entering my senior year of college. WHOA! Their right when they tell you that these 4 years fly by so fast. I remember being a freshmen like yesterday. It was a crazy year. I am not looking forward to applying to graduate school. It makes me nervous and very stressed out. I take my GRE sept 3rd. I'm really nervous about that too. I don't want to screw it up.
I broke my foot 2 weeks and 2 days ago. It still hurts like a bitch. This is the first bone I've ever broken and trust me its not something I want to do again! lol I have another month of not walking on it unless I'm wearing my walking cast. I use crutches a lot since its easier on me and my foot. I try to stay off it as much as possible since it's better for it. I pray it heals right. I hate being broken because I can't run around with the kids, jump on the trampoline, go swimming or just be my normal self. It'll be nice once its all healed up and I can do things normally. You don't realize how much you walk around during the day or use your foot until you can't. lol Showering is a pain in the ass now! lol
I think thats about it. I'm off to bed now. I am so in love with my fiance and I cannot wait for him to return home to me.
"Well you filled up my head,
With so many lies.
Twisted my heart
Til something snapped inside.
I'd like to give it one more try
but my give a damn's busted"
This song is all that is left of what was once of my most powerful and loving friendships. I'm not going to get into it that much. I cannot stand the thought of being near him again. He isn't someone I want in my life. Period.
I'm engaged now. I have the most beautiful ring. I am in love with jason and it amazes me everyday. I've been head over heels in love for almost 2 years now. I cannot wait to marry him and spend the rest of our lives together! Just the thought of that makes me smile from ear to ear. He's my soulmate if I ever had one. I am so happy and I don't think I've ever been this happy. He makes me glow. I can just picture walking down the aisle towards him. That is going to be the best day of my life. YAY!!! :)
I got back from france may 21st. Those 5 months changed my life so much. I am so different now then I was last christmas. France was so amazing. It was everything I'd ever hoped for and so much more. I learned a lot about life, myself, the language and the culture. I cannot wait to go back. I can close my eyes and still picture the view from my window, walking beside the river, the feel of the rain and walking around shopping. Besancon was an amazing city, seeing Paris was incredible, being in Rome was fantastic. Overall my trip was a life changing experience and a complete dream come true. Jason and I are going back sometime within the next 1-2 years. I am going to show him the things in france I loved and maybe italy. It all depends. I'll be satisfied if I share france with the man of my dreams.
I am entering my senior year of college. WHOA! Their right when they tell you that these 4 years fly by so fast. I remember being a freshmen like yesterday. It was a crazy year. I am not looking forward to applying to graduate school. It makes me nervous and very stressed out. I take my GRE sept 3rd. I'm really nervous about that too. I don't want to screw it up.
I broke my foot 2 weeks and 2 days ago. It still hurts like a bitch. This is the first bone I've ever broken and trust me its not something I want to do again! lol I have another month of not walking on it unless I'm wearing my walking cast. I use crutches a lot since its easier on me and my foot. I try to stay off it as much as possible since it's better for it. I pray it heals right. I hate being broken because I can't run around with the kids, jump on the trampoline, go swimming or just be my normal self. It'll be nice once its all healed up and I can do things normally. You don't realize how much you walk around during the day or use your foot until you can't. lol Showering is a pain in the ass now! lol
I think thats about it. I'm off to bed now. I am so in love with my fiance and I cannot wait for him to return home to me.