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Another day goes by....
I think I want to make a new journal. I don't like my name anymore. Plus I've had this for a very long time. Ella, honey, do you still have a site with all those little icons that fit in here? I want some new icons. The only ones I had loaded in here were harry potter from the 5th book, and I want new ones ( Read more... ) -
Life, Love... and the persute of happiness..?
I wish I could write in here more. I really want to, I just don't have anywhere to write. I miss having a computer at home. It was so much easier. If John and Alisha are out of here before Sam and I get our own place I just might move back in here. My mum might even let me smoke pot in the house. Then of course move out when Sam and I did find a ( Read more... ) -
Long time...
It's been a long time since I've posted here. I quit because my ex was reading it and telling the world my buisness. Very immature. I'm at my 3rd simester at CR. I've got a job this simester so I'm only taking 3 classes. I broke up with my boyfriend after I got over the fact that he was threatening suicide. Which he is still doing. Claims that he ( Read more... ) -
A golf ball sized lump
I have a lump the size of a golf ball on my pelvis. Near the hip joint. I'm hopefully going to find out what it is today. But the place I was going to go isn't open for some reason. It's supposed to be. I'm gonna go back in a little while and see if it's open then.I'm really scared though. I don't know what it is. It could be a lot of very bad ( Read more... ) -
I need a girl
I have decided that guys are useless unless you want dick. I can't trust him at all. Not because he's decieved me in any way. Because he wont cuddle with me unless he wants sex, or he's sleeping. He says he loves me. That he can see a future with me. That he'll always love me. But then why does he only cuddle if he wants sex? Even after sex he gets ( Read more... ) -
Go away.
I want my own house. Maybe that would make me happier. Acutally, I know it would make me happier. My own room is ok, but a house would be so much better. To not have someone telling me what to do all the time. To not have to see my father drunk all the time. I want my own life. I want to have a job. Buy my own food. Only organic. Low fat. Low carbs ( Read more... ) -
I don't want to live like this...
I just sterted freaking out so bad. I was laying in bed. And I just ate an artichoke. I had dinner a little earlier. Spegetti and toast. I shouldn't have had as much as I did, but I've had the munchies all day today. Even though I wasn't stoned most of the time. I really do just want to be normal... Be able to eat what I want, when I want. Not be ( Read more... ) -
I got a tattoo! ^_^
I got a tattoo yesterday! Happy happy happy. I am fatter than ever though, and I have to be weighed on the first. I havn't weighed myself in like two months. I am so afraid. I started hyperventalating last night when I was thinking about it. I also started crying. It was horrible. I had to smoke a phatty bowl to calm myself down. Which sounds like ( Read more... ) -
So much on my mind...
I'm finally actually moving in. I was going to spend the night there tonight, but I don't have any cloathes there. We havn't gotten the room painted yet. We were suposed to today, but the guy that was going to give us a ride to the hardwear store never showed up. Hopefully he will tomorrow, or I am going to get mad at him. And I don't want to do ( Read more... )
