Long time...

[angel_fairie]

It's been a long time since I've posted here. I quit because my ex was reading it and telling the world my buisness. Very immature. I'm at my 3rd simester at CR. I've got a job this simester so I'm only taking 3 classes. I broke up with my boyfriend after I got over the fact that he was threatening suicide. Which he is still doing. Claims that he can't live without me, so there's no reason to keep living. I want to kill him myself when he says that. It's still making me insane. I am a lesbian now. For the rest of my life. I decided that I really do not like the feeling of a dick in me. So never again. Women are better anyway. And now I need to move to Australia and live my life with my beautiful love. Unfortunatly I don't have the money yet. It's breaking my heart... Breaking up with him made me want to change agian. I'm hopefully moving out of my house... Roomates. My father passed on last May. Ex boyfriend and someone I thought was a good friend until we began living together. I'm moving out with someone whose hopefully more mature and responsable. And hopefully soon. I feel like I need to start over anyway though. Through out all my old things and start fresh. I think it will help me not be so depressed... I hope anyway.
I'm gonna go so I don't miss my bus... I'll talk to you again soon probably on here. You're the only person I know on here.... I love you still!!
-Erin