so yeah, i'm really tired right now but i've been on this kick where i write everynight and i feel rather satisfied that i do, so i'm going to keep it up for a while ( Read more... )

he comes home tomorrow.
sigh.
yet
yay.

umm idk what i'm doing i have work in front of me to do... yuk

warning:
this will most likely be a slightly x-rated entry for offensive language reasons ( Read more... )

well then now where to begin ( Read more... )

i am one DETERMINED person if i dont say so myself ( Read more... )

well my blowout last nigth was rather upsetting and it affected me pretty badly. i was up all night- crying and wound up crying myself to sleep and i was so exhausted from crying that i slept til 11:30. i think that is the latest i have slept all summer-- which sounds kindof strange to me ( Read more... )

emtionally. i'm so drained right now ( Read more... )

i'm listening to staind ( Read more... )

this afternoon i felt like updating ( Read more... )

i cannot decide if i'm sweating profusely because it is so freakin hot by where my computer is or because i'm O-D stressing out because 2morrow is my roadtest.

i'm a kick ass driver.

i know i'm gunna pass.

i can do everything.

i know EXACTLY what to expect.

YETTTT

i'm still nervous
well, i'm going to go to bed. busy day ahead--- i think i'm ( Read more... )