close your eyes.
oh fuck closing my eyes.

what do i want.

fuck you.
fuck myself.
i'm going to bed

wow. well ( Read more... )

well then... haven't written in a while and my last entry makes me sad and i have no desire to finish it anymore... i thought it would be easier... but its not... and i just wanted to address that before i write this entry with such positive feelings ( Read more... )

wow. its been a long time ( Read more... )

i know i have no written in a while and i know there is a huge time gap in which i need to fill in details on this entry but i'm really sorry... i need to write about whats going on right now... explain my fustrations that are piling up all too quickly ( Read more... )

i'm going on a cruise 2morrow.
whoop.

btw. michelle's presents are fucking grand as all hell.

ha so yeah i didn't get my underwater camera device that i ordered last week.
and it was only coming from manhattan.
rather upsetting

i'm waiting for my dell to finish uploading music
yes i got that

time for sleep
gotta get up in like 4 hours

haha

i did think i was going to feel like writing, but i dont ( Read more... )

7 daysss...
ahah sounds like one of those scary movies that i'm scared shit off ( Read more... )

well i'm really not in the mood to write a whole entry ( Read more... )

i'm too tired to update.
just finished working
my legs are throbbing.zz
long day.
really glad christian is home

i really really really miss michelle.

oh man goodnight never never zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz