Break my heart because you love me?????
Author: meduusje
Rating: R-
Pairing: VAM, Bam and Meksie
Summary: Bam and Ville have been best of friends for ages. But Bam gets sick of being the only one that fights!.
Disclaimer: I do not own anyone in this story but the storyline...
Authors Notes: not beta'ed by my darling Midge but still thinking about her very much! And well she did make me a better writer so still lots of thanks to her!!!
don't shoot me!!!! damn i've been saying that a lot! well leave some love... or hate ;)
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“But not with you!” the girl replied shooting him down. She picked up the house phone and called Bam’s cell.
“Where are you?” she asked sounding desperate.
“At my party where else?” bam asked surprised.
“Running up the stairs, on your way to fuck me senseless?”
BIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP
Ville got up and walked out “don’t want to see that, have fun love.”
“Find cherry, she’ll entertain you.” Meks yelled.
But I don’t want Cherry! I want Bam!
As soon as Ville closed the door behind him, Bam was in front of him, just as the singer had planned.
“What took you so long Bammie?” Ville whispered, his eyes darken with lust, his lips curled into a sensual smile.
“I… I…” Bam couldn’t think of an answer, only of those sensual hot lips on his skin, preferably around a hard body part.
“What is it Bammie? Come on, you can say it.” Ville teased, standing only a few centimetres away from the skater.
Ow god help me, I can’t give in, not yet, I need to know he loves me, for true this time, but god that smell, that heat those muscles.
His thoughts stopped as soon as he fell Ville’s lips on his, passion took over, Ville pulled Bam close to him. Their bodies melting together. God this felt great! Their tongues fighting for dominance neither wanting to give in.
They slowly shuffled backwards, when they came up for air, Ville continued his attack on Bam, desperate to have him once more, nipping at his neck, unbuttoning his shirt, he needed Bam more then he would ever say.
As they hit the wall, reality hit Bam, he pushed Ville of him. “What are we doing?” he said genuinely shocked.
Ville looked at Bam, is he joking? Come on Bammie don’t do this to me!
“Making love?” Ville asked softly, afraid of Bam’s answer, but moving closer again.
“Love? Since when do you love me Ville?” the skater spat out before pushing him aside, going into his bedroom and slamming the door.
“What took you so long?” the girl smirked, but the smile ran off her face as soon she saw the look on Bam’s face.
The shook up boy barely made it to the bed; Meks wrapped her arms around him, whispering sweet words in the lost boy’s ear.
Bam pushed her away, pulled up his legs and started rocking himself.
“I don’t deserve you, I will only hurt you, he doesn’t love me, he will hurt me, he doesn’t deserve me, but why do I still love him? Why can’t he just leave me alone?”
“Because he needs you too Bammie,” Meks tried to reason with him.
“He doesn’t need me; he needs a warm body that’s all!”
“Bammie if that was true, surely he didn’t have to come over here for it?”
“Maybe…”
“What did he do to get you this upset? Did he kiss someone else? I know cherry is crazy about him…”
“He didn’t! He kissed me! And made me forget about everything!”
“Then what are you doing here crying your eyes out?”
“This wasn’t suppose to happen! Not now! Maybe later, but our game isn’t going as planned!”
“No it’s going better as planned, it’s obvious he still wants you, he’s starting to convince me he really does love you... What more do you want?”
“I don’t know, it’s just fucked up!”
God Bammie why can't you see I do love you, I’m sorry I got carried away, but you looked so hot, and well you are not convincing me that you didn't want it to happen!
Ville mingled with the party, I need some relieve and seeing as I’m not getting it from Bam, I might as well find another willing body.
Soon he bumped into Linde, who pulled him close to him and asked him to dance...
Mmm a one night stand with Linde, why not, at least I know he's good in bed, and we already share a room...
Ville gave into the guitarist, soon their hands were roaming each others bodies and Ville was getting in the mood again. After a few songs, Linde had had enough and pulled Ville into a corner, attacking the singers lips with his own.
Once this was the place where you could always find them together, in a dark corner of whatever place they partied in, close together, devouring each other, but all that changed when Ville’s green eyes got lost in the storm of blue that were Bam’s eyes. Linde never really got over Ville, his lead singer still haunted his dreams, and they weren’t off the innocent kind!
Their kisses heated the two musicians up, soon they were gasping for air.
“Let’s go upstairs.” The blonde haired Finn begged.
Ville looked into his eyes, and finally realized he couldn’t do this anymore, he couldn’t hurt Linde, and he couldn’t cheat on Bam, even if he was upstairs fucking someone else!
“I can’t Kulta.” He whispered softly “I love Bam.”
“Bam isn’t here, I am.” Linde begged.
‘I know but I still can’t, I don’t want to use you.”
“I don’t care, come on Ville, I know you need this.”
“I need Bam.” Ville replied aggravated.
“Fine, you know where to find me when you change your mind.” Linde replied harshly.
“I’m sorry Kulta.” Ville tried to sooth the hurt guitarist.
“I know suosikki, I know.”
Ville walked over to the bar, grabbed a beer and found a quiet spot to watch the party.
How I want to drink this!
It was if Bam knew Ville was about to do something stupid, because right then he walked over, squatted down and looked up at the singer.
“Willa you don’t need this.”
“I do, it’s not like it changes things.”
“It does change things! You’ll be around much longer, you are healthier.”
“I still mess things up!” Ville interfered.
“Things? Like what?” ok this is totally taking advantage of a weak moment but I have to know, Ville please tell me.
Ville shifted his look to Bam, damn boy stop looking so cute, I don’t want to mess you up again, but I do love you, will you really stop this game when you believe me? I see the love for Meks in your eyes, even when you say it’s a game.
“Willa?"
yes evil and stuff :p