Break my heart because you love me???
Author:
meduusje
Rating: NC-17 -
Pairing: VAM,
Summary: Bam and Ville have been best of friends for ages. But Bam gets sick of being the only one that fights!.
Disclaimer: I do not own anyone in this story but the storyline...
Authors Notes: thank you very very veryyyyyyy much dear Midge for being my beta :-) !
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“Bammie the movie is just about finished,” Ville whispered.
Bam let out a soft moan of disappointment, and Ville grinned widely before saying, “hey, you came already.”
Afterward the movie let out, Bam dropped Ville off at his hotel.
Bam asked, and at one point, practically begged Ville to come over to his place but Ville said no.
His refusal hadn’t broken Bam’s heart, that didn’t happen until a few days later.
When he turned on his computer, out of habit, Bam immediately checked to see who was online, but he had to be honest with himself, he was actually just looking for Ville. That day was the day he wished that maybe he hadn’t; Ville was indeed online, and right before Bam’s eyes, there was Ville’s nickname wit those feared words below it; the sentence that broke his heart!
To my kulta.
His mind screamed inside his head. WHAT?!? Since when does Ville have a lover? What the fuck was Saturday about then? Was this the reason why he didn’t want to come over?
Bam began to have a panic attack, his chest felt as though someone as standing on it, crushing him; he couldn’t breathe, and his heart in that moment shattered into in a million pieces.
Why did he let this happen again? I know better then to expect something more from Ville!
Bam had felt so dirty afterwards that he showered several times, trying in vain to erase the horrible feeling from his body and his soul.
Over the next few days Bam tried over and over again to get a hold of Ville, but he never replied, and when he did reply it was quick and casual. Bam didn’t have the guts to ask if Ville had a lover and, Ville wasn’t volunteering any information.
Bam became addicted to the net, searching everywhere to find proof of Ville’s new-found love. He found pieces here and there, and hat to face that his worst fears just might be true.
After a few weeks Ville finally talked to Bam, granted, it was on the computer, but at least it was something! Ville told him that it was as good as over with his boyfriend; Bam couldn’t help but to cry out for joy, but immediately felt badly for Ville; he didn’t want his Willa to be sad. After Bam’s outburst, Ville feel quiet again, while Bam couldn’t think about anything else to talk about. In the skaters dreams, he and Ville were together, in every way possible, but waking up to reality of the situation was hell!
Bam sighed and decided to take a shower to try and take his mind off of Ville, but it didn’t help at all, on the contrary it made him think about the last time the two men had seen each other. Bam wrapped his hands around his growing arousal, he couldn’t help it, thinking about Ville had gotten him all worked up. He came back from the shower when he saw that Ville had finally said something.
Asylum: Hey Sini.
Abdon: Hey Willa.
Asylum: Oh, so you finally found time for me?
Abdon: I was in the shower
Asylum: without me? *pout*
Abdon: You weren’t here so…
Asylum: You dressed yet?
Bam blushed; he knew exactly where this was going…
meduusje
Rating: NC-17 -
Pairing: VAM,
Summary: Bam and Ville have been best of friends for ages. But Bam gets sick of being the only one that fights!.
Disclaimer: I do not own anyone in this story but the storyline...
Authors Notes: thank you very very veryyyyyyy much dear Midge for being my beta :-) !
1 / 2
“Bammie the movie is just about finished,” Ville whispered.
Bam let out a soft moan of disappointment, and Ville grinned widely before saying, “hey, you came already.”
Afterward the movie let out, Bam dropped Ville off at his hotel.
Bam asked, and at one point, practically begged Ville to come over to his place but Ville said no.
His refusal hadn’t broken Bam’s heart, that didn’t happen until a few days later.
When he turned on his computer, out of habit, Bam immediately checked to see who was online, but he had to be honest with himself, he was actually just looking for Ville. That day was the day he wished that maybe he hadn’t; Ville was indeed online, and right before Bam’s eyes, there was Ville’s nickname wit those feared words below it; the sentence that broke his heart!
To my kulta.
His mind screamed inside his head. WHAT?!? Since when does Ville have a lover? What the fuck was Saturday about then? Was this the reason why he didn’t want to come over?
Bam began to have a panic attack, his chest felt as though someone as standing on it, crushing him; he couldn’t breathe, and his heart in that moment shattered into in a million pieces.
Why did he let this happen again? I know better then to expect something more from Ville!
Bam had felt so dirty afterwards that he showered several times, trying in vain to erase the horrible feeling from his body and his soul.
Over the next few days Bam tried over and over again to get a hold of Ville, but he never replied, and when he did reply it was quick and casual. Bam didn’t have the guts to ask if Ville had a lover and, Ville wasn’t volunteering any information.
Bam became addicted to the net, searching everywhere to find proof of Ville’s new-found love. He found pieces here and there, and hat to face that his worst fears just might be true.
After a few weeks Ville finally talked to Bam, granted, it was on the computer, but at least it was something! Ville told him that it was as good as over with his boyfriend; Bam couldn’t help but to cry out for joy, but immediately felt badly for Ville; he didn’t want his Willa to be sad. After Bam’s outburst, Ville feel quiet again, while Bam couldn’t think about anything else to talk about. In the skaters dreams, he and Ville were together, in every way possible, but waking up to reality of the situation was hell!
Bam sighed and decided to take a shower to try and take his mind off of Ville, but it didn’t help at all, on the contrary it made him think about the last time the two men had seen each other. Bam wrapped his hands around his growing arousal, he couldn’t help it, thinking about Ville had gotten him all worked up. He came back from the shower when he saw that Ville had finally said something.
Asylum: Hey Sini.
Abdon: Hey Willa.
Asylum: Oh, so you finally found time for me?
Abdon: I was in the shower
Asylum: without me? *pout*
Abdon: You weren’t here so…
Asylum: You dressed yet?
Bam blushed; he knew exactly where this was going…