Break my heart because you love me????? ~20~
Author:
meduusje
Rating: R-
Pairing: VAM, Bam and Meksie
Summary: Bam and Ville have been best of friends for ages. But Bam gets sick of being the only one that fights!.
Disclaimer: I do not own anyone in this story but the storyline...
Authors Notes: and again unbeta'ed... so don't shoot me for the mistakes...
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Meks laid lazy on Bam’s leg, Bam’s hand on her head, carelessly playing with her dark locks. Now what? What will Bam think of me? This will change things so much; I don’t want it to change. Goddamn stupid bitch!
Meks got up and went into the bathroom, I need a shower, I feel dirty! She turned on the water, waited till the water was scorching hot and got under it.
What just happened? Why did Meks break her own rule? Not that I mind, she knows how to use that cute mouth of hers! And why did she just leave? Did she regret what she did? I don’t want Meks to feel bad because of me! I won’t turn into Ville.
Bam decided he needed to let Meks know everything was ok, so without thinking he went into the bathroom, which was filled with steam because of Meks purifying rite.
“Meksie you ok?” Bam asked carefully.
The showering girl didn’t answer and Bam got worried. Would I? Well it’s not I haven’t seen her before…
The blue eyed boy slipped in the shower, instantly screaming how hot the water felt, this finally snapping Meks out of her trance.
“Bam what are you doing?”
“Talking to you! Turn the water a bit colder please, because it’s burning my skin!”
“That was the point.” Meks sighed but did what Bam asked. Bam made Meks turn around so he could see her “Tell me what you are thinking?”
“Nothing Bam.”
“So that’s why you are burning your skin of? Come on Meks, I’m not that stupid!” Btw I think your skin is cooled of a bit so why don’t we get out.”
Meks got out, Bam turned off the water and followed the dripping girl, he held out a bathrobe for Meks which she carefully put on. The worried boy quickly put on one too and then led Meks back to the bed, seeing as she was just starring into nothing.
“Bambie please? Talk to me?” Bam whispered, hoping the term of endearment would make her feel better.
“I don’t know what just happened. It’s not like I do this all the time.”
“Bambie I know, we just got carried away, and it’s not like this changes anything between us.”
“Really?” Meks almost begged “Sex changes everything Butterstick!” she snapped.
“It doesn’t have to, you know I love you, I want you to be happy. I wasn’t freaking out about this until I realised how bad you could feel… I don’t want to hurt you…”
“You didn’t, I decided to do this.”
“Maybe but you wouldn’t have been in this situation if it wasn’t for me wanting Ville. And I do want Ville to hurt, ‘cause he really hurt me. But I don’t want to hurt you in the process, I won’t become like Ville.”
“Sweet Bam Bam, you could never turn into Ville. You are way to caring for that. That’s why I agreed to this in the first place. I know deep down you don’t want to hurt Ville, you just want him. That’s why I felt so dirty, knowing you wanted Ville where I was, but I didn’t care and just did what I did, sorry.”
“My sweet sexymeksie, don’t be sorry, I could have said no, pushed you away or whatever. So you are not to blame and you are defiantly not dirty! And maybe it isn’t smart to say this, and I really don’t know where this is all coming from, but I didn’t want Ville, I wanted you.”
Meks looked into Bam’s heavenly blue eyes, damn he’s serious…
“I … I don’t know what to say…” Meks stuttered.
“Then don’t say anything, but I really hope you don’t feel bad anymore. And I would so understand if you want to call this quits.”
“Bammie I’m not giving up before we even started. I’m only giving up if you don’t want Ville anymore.”
“I do still want Ville; I don’t think I’ll ever not want Ville but…”
“No buts Butterstick, I know where this is coming from. We are doing things you want to do with Ville, normal things, so you are transferring your feelings for Ville onto me...”
“Hey since when did you become a shrink?” Bam smiled.
“Hey with all these lunatics around it’s easy!”
“So what do you want to do today Bambie?”
“I have to stay in the house, because they hopefully will finish downstairs today.”
“Wow already?” Bam faked stunned.
“Yes Bambie, thanks to you!”
“I’m innocent!”
“Aren’t you always? But I’m having a quiet day by the pool, tomorrow too. And then I don’t want you around!”
“Hey not fair! This is my house and not only are you redecorating, but you are kicking me out too?”
“Yes Bambam, I don’t trust you and I want the bedroom to be a surprise.”
“Ok fair enough, but then I get to spend some time with you today?”
“Sure if you wanna lay by the pool all day.”
They got dressed, had breakfast, Meks went laying by the pool, Bam disappeared an hour in his office for work.
When he joined Meks he had a huge grin on his face.
“What are you up to?” Meks asked suspicious.
“I have a surprise for you that’s all!”
“Bammie!”
“You have one for me tomorrow, so I have one for you today!”
“You shouldn’t have Butterstick.”
“You deserve to be spoiled sweetie; my next mission is to find you the perfect boyfriend.”
“Bam I already told you, you don’t have a say in my love life!”
“Yeah yeah! I just want you happy.”
“I know Butterstick.”
They relaxed a bit by the pool when a few people showed up with trunks and massaging tables.”
“Bammie what is this?” Meks asked stunned.
“You wanted a lazy day and the next few days, hell the next few weeks are going to be stressful, so you’re getting pampered today.”
“Bammie you are so good for me.”
“More the other way around Meksie.”
So the rest off the day Meks got pampered, with a massage, a facial, a manicure, pedicure, haircut, and a very delicious lunch.
Meks had never been pampered like this and enjoyed every minute of it.
meduusje
Rating: R-
Pairing: VAM, Bam and Meksie
Summary: Bam and Ville have been best of friends for ages. But Bam gets sick of being the only one that fights!.
Disclaimer: I do not own anyone in this story but the storyline...
Authors Notes: and again unbeta'ed... so don't shoot me for the mistakes...
1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9 / 10 / 11 / 12 / 13 / 14 / 15 / 16 / 17 / 18 / 19
Meks laid lazy on Bam’s leg, Bam’s hand on her head, carelessly playing with her dark locks. Now what? What will Bam think of me? This will change things so much; I don’t want it to change. Goddamn stupid bitch!
Meks got up and went into the bathroom, I need a shower, I feel dirty! She turned on the water, waited till the water was scorching hot and got under it.
What just happened? Why did Meks break her own rule? Not that I mind, she knows how to use that cute mouth of hers! And why did she just leave? Did she regret what she did? I don’t want Meks to feel bad because of me! I won’t turn into Ville.
Bam decided he needed to let Meks know everything was ok, so without thinking he went into the bathroom, which was filled with steam because of Meks purifying rite.
“Meksie you ok?” Bam asked carefully.
The showering girl didn’t answer and Bam got worried. Would I? Well it’s not I haven’t seen her before…
The blue eyed boy slipped in the shower, instantly screaming how hot the water felt, this finally snapping Meks out of her trance.
“Bam what are you doing?”
“Talking to you! Turn the water a bit colder please, because it’s burning my skin!”
“That was the point.” Meks sighed but did what Bam asked. Bam made Meks turn around so he could see her “Tell me what you are thinking?”
“Nothing Bam.”
“So that’s why you are burning your skin of? Come on Meks, I’m not that stupid!” Btw I think your skin is cooled of a bit so why don’t we get out.”
Meks got out, Bam turned off the water and followed the dripping girl, he held out a bathrobe for Meks which she carefully put on. The worried boy quickly put on one too and then led Meks back to the bed, seeing as she was just starring into nothing.
“Bambie please? Talk to me?” Bam whispered, hoping the term of endearment would make her feel better.
“I don’t know what just happened. It’s not like I do this all the time.”
“Bambie I know, we just got carried away, and it’s not like this changes anything between us.”
“Really?” Meks almost begged “Sex changes everything Butterstick!” she snapped.
“It doesn’t have to, you know I love you, I want you to be happy. I wasn’t freaking out about this until I realised how bad you could feel… I don’t want to hurt you…”
“You didn’t, I decided to do this.”
“Maybe but you wouldn’t have been in this situation if it wasn’t for me wanting Ville. And I do want Ville to hurt, ‘cause he really hurt me. But I don’t want to hurt you in the process, I won’t become like Ville.”
“Sweet Bam Bam, you could never turn into Ville. You are way to caring for that. That’s why I agreed to this in the first place. I know deep down you don’t want to hurt Ville, you just want him. That’s why I felt so dirty, knowing you wanted Ville where I was, but I didn’t care and just did what I did, sorry.”
“My sweet sexymeksie, don’t be sorry, I could have said no, pushed you away or whatever. So you are not to blame and you are defiantly not dirty! And maybe it isn’t smart to say this, and I really don’t know where this is all coming from, but I didn’t want Ville, I wanted you.”
Meks looked into Bam’s heavenly blue eyes, damn he’s serious…
“I … I don’t know what to say…” Meks stuttered.
“Then don’t say anything, but I really hope you don’t feel bad anymore. And I would so understand if you want to call this quits.”
“Bammie I’m not giving up before we even started. I’m only giving up if you don’t want Ville anymore.”
“I do still want Ville; I don’t think I’ll ever not want Ville but…”
“No buts Butterstick, I know where this is coming from. We are doing things you want to do with Ville, normal things, so you are transferring your feelings for Ville onto me...”
“Hey since when did you become a shrink?” Bam smiled.
“Hey with all these lunatics around it’s easy!”
“So what do you want to do today Bambie?”
“I have to stay in the house, because they hopefully will finish downstairs today.”
“Wow already?” Bam faked stunned.
“Yes Bambie, thanks to you!”
“I’m innocent!”
“Aren’t you always? But I’m having a quiet day by the pool, tomorrow too. And then I don’t want you around!”
“Hey not fair! This is my house and not only are you redecorating, but you are kicking me out too?”
“Yes Bambam, I don’t trust you and I want the bedroom to be a surprise.”
“Ok fair enough, but then I get to spend some time with you today?”
“Sure if you wanna lay by the pool all day.”
They got dressed, had breakfast, Meks went laying by the pool, Bam disappeared an hour in his office for work.
When he joined Meks he had a huge grin on his face.
“What are you up to?” Meks asked suspicious.
“I have a surprise for you that’s all!”
“Bammie!”
“You have one for me tomorrow, so I have one for you today!”
“You shouldn’t have Butterstick.”
“You deserve to be spoiled sweetie; my next mission is to find you the perfect boyfriend.”
“Bam I already told you, you don’t have a say in my love life!”
“Yeah yeah! I just want you happy.”
“I know Butterstick.”
They relaxed a bit by the pool when a few people showed up with trunks and massaging tables.”
“Bammie what is this?” Meks asked stunned.
“You wanted a lazy day and the next few days, hell the next few weeks are going to be stressful, so you’re getting pampered today.”
“Bammie you are so good for me.”
“More the other way around Meksie.”
So the rest off the day Meks got pampered, with a massage, a facial, a manicure, pedicure, haircut, and a very delicious lunch.
Meks had never been pampered like this and enjoyed every minute of it.