EDITED: Love In Cold Blood chap 10 and 11
Title: Love In Cold Blood
Author: Me
Pairing: Vam
Summary: I don't want to give away too much.. but basically it's a Vampire fic except it's based in the real world so basically the only thing that's really totally unrealistic is the fact that theres vampires. This fic will not be horror, it will have a few mildy scary moments but mostly its oddly romantic.
Disclaimer: I dont own anyone in the story.. um, and this never happened.
Rating: About PG13
Previous Chapters:
1: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3121710.html#cutid1
2: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3123592.html?view=42637448#t42637448
3: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3125600.html?view=42672736#t42672736
4: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3126380.html?view=42678380#t42678380
5: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3126764.html?view=42712300#t42712300
6: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3127392.html#cutid1
7: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3127989.html?view=42756021#t42756021
8: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3129974.html?view=42795638#t42795638
9: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3132565.html#cutid1
"I feel awful asking you this...after all, if I can't do it, you will be doomed..."
"Doomed?" I choked out.
He nodded, "I guess... unless you want to be a vampire."
I shook my head as if to toss all the doubts from my brain out; "No, just do it" I barely spoke, "I have to or your plan won't work."
I knew he doubted my bravery because he kept the same worried look in his eyes, "It's selfish of me to ask you this...and I can't shake the feeling you don't really want this, Bammie."
"I do."
He looked at me for what seemed like a whole minute, staring into my eyes as if by doing that he could be sure I really trusted him. "Ok." he sighed, "But I can't make you any promises..."
"Maybe if you drank some blood before biting me you wouldn't feel as tempted?" I questioned.
"No" he sighed, running his hand quickly through his hair, "that wouldn't make a difference."
"Does it hurt?"
"I don't know..."
"You were born a vampire?"
He shook his head 'no', "I was unconcious when I got bit... I've heard it hurts a great deal though; It must have because I remember feeling a sudden sharp pain that brought me back to conciousness; It only lasted a moment but I'm not sure how long I had been hurting before regaining conciousness."
"Oh.." I paused, "let's just hope you can do this then..."
"Wish me luck and I'll wish you yours."
I nodded and bit down on my lip, "Quick. Don't give me time to think."
He let out a long sigh and moved closer to me on my bed, and wrapped one arm around me and the other on my neck; I felt a shiver because of his cold hand.
"I can do this...I can do this..." he was repeating to himself lowly under his breath; I wished he would stop so I could close my eyes and pretend I was asleep or something but my eyes were glued wide open with both curiousity and fright;
Then I felt his icecold lips touch my skin of my neck and I froze completely still, all my worries hit me at once but I still remained seated;
"Are you sure?" I heard his deep whisper as he didn't move from where he was. I nodded fastly and he pushed his hand a bit harder down on my neck to stop me from moving.
And before I could stop him and run away as my stomach filled with butterflies of worry, I felt his sharp teeth push into my skin; It wasn't that bad, like getting pricked by a needle a few times, but then...
Why isn't he stopping?! The pain rushed faster and faster and soon it felt like I was being burned alive; Every part of my body felt like it was in pain so much that I felt completely unable to move or breathe;
My mind was swirling as if I was on a ship seasick and my stomach felt like it would empty any moment, but it didn't;
I felt my eyes slam shut as I fell against the bed and--
"Bam? Bam!" I could hear a voice frantically yelling at me, but the voice was distorted in my sleep-like state.
I opened my eyes and immediatly felt a piercing headache as I stared up at Ville who was leaning over me shouting my name.
"Oh, Bam, you're ok!" he yelled, wrapping his arms around me in such a fast motion I felt almost dizzy;
As my eyes cleared of sleep I realised why Ville was acting so scared; I saw blood on the sheets and it was all mostly where I had laid my head when I fell unconcious...
"Ville... you...you.."
"Yes, I did, I'm so sorry, Bammie.. I.." he choked between tears, hugging me tightly.
"I'm..."
He nodded, "A vampire, I'm so sorry, I couldn't stop Bammie, I tried, I promise, I-"
I stopped him from talking by placing a finger on his lips, "I know. You told me the dangers and I didn't listen.." I mumbled.
"But, Bam, surely you don't understand! You are a vampire. Never to be normal again!"
Of course I knew this, and part of me wanted to scream my lungs out, but I couldn't raise my voice much above a whisper when I saw Ville's expression; He seemed so hurt and angry with himself that it was impossible to be angry.
I nodded, "I understand.."
"And you're not angry?" he asked, clearly forcing back a tear.
"What's done is done..."
His eyes seemed even more saddened by my words, "I promise I tried.. but I guess luck can't always be on your side, can it, Bammie?"
"What's so good about being a vampire?" I needed to change the mood, it was making this whole thing that much worse.
He bit his lip as if contemplating whether or not what he was about to say would excite me or make me angry;
"Bammie.." he started, "I love you... you know that, right?"
I shook my head in agreement, even though it still felt weird to be saying that when we've only known eachother for two days now. But maybe Ville's right about knowing it would work.
"When I bit you..." he paused to look me straight in the eyes, "it was more than just a bite, more than just a transformation...it means you have the choice to spend an eternity with me..." he sighed, "or not."
"Like, forever?"
"Forever." he said, his voice full of doubt.
"I..." I started to say, but I couldn't find the words; What should I do? I don't know;
His eyes saddened and he sighed, "I understand."
"No!" I said quicker than I could think; He too seemed surprised by my quick objection.
I took a deep breath and put my hand in his, "I will."
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Chapter 11
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"You...will?"
I nodded and he smiled widely, his eyes letting go of held tears, "Oh, Bammie!" he smiled, hugging me tighter than ever, "I love you too!"
"Ville..Ville..." I repeated as he went on and on about how happy he was I had said yes; Finally he realized I was talking and he paused, "yes?"
"You're choking me" I mumbled.
"Oh, sorry" he laughed with a hint of embarrassment, "sometimes I forget my own strength." he said as he lightened his hold on me a little.
I smiled, "It's ok." I paused thinking to myself, "Ape and Phil are going to have a shit fit when they find out I'm a vampire and going to be with you forever" I laughed a bit.
But instead of laughing too, his eyes went blank of expression, "Bam..we can't tell them. Ever."
"Why not?"
"I told you, Bammie...we have to keep this a secret. You must not tell anyone about you or I being a vampire. You can tell April and Phil that we are together, and one day say we are to be married...but..." he paused, "I don't think you have that much time left with them..."
"I have to leave mom and dad...?" I could feel my heart sinking in my chest.
He nodded slowly, "You still have some time, but sooner or later they are going to realize you are not aging as you are supposed to..I'd imagine they wouldn't find anything odd if you were twenty and looked the same as you do now at eighteen, but the older they think you are, the more they will realize you arn't aging..."
"So I still have some years left?" I asked somewhat relieved; At least that was more time than like a month or something.
"Hopefully. Let's not push our luck, Bam."
I didn't like the tone of his voice; He sounded unsure and yet something about it made me wonder if he knew exactly how long I had left with them.
"Ok" I agreed, "So...what's your plan?" I asked, getting back on the topic we came here to discuss.
"Oh, yes, it almost slipped my mind." he smiled slightly, "This is how I picture it..."
I nodded, waiting for him to continue;
"Ok, we hurry back to school today and wait for school to end. When Linde and Gas exit the school, you and I will get into a conversation with them and I will show them your new bite." he smiled at the word bite, but quickly fixed his expression; I think he's afraid I'll accuse him of turning me into a vampire on purpose; Maybe he did..no!
I forced myself to stop thinking and focus on his plan, "Yeah?"
"Then after that I'll tell them that I'm taking you out for your first kill tonight and I'll invite Gas and Linde... I would prefer Linde didn't come but I know even if we just invited Gas that he would come along." he explained, "Then later tonight they will meet us in a place with little to no traffic and we will pretend you are finding a victum; While Gas and Linde get comfortable, I'll secretly be ready and..." he paused, "well, you know."
"What about Linde? Won't he attack you?"
Ville shook his head, "I'm hoping not...This is where I'm severly unsure, Bam.. I was thinking that maybe you could go off with Linde acting like you want to hunt a bit more far off than where Gas and I will stay so that way I can kill Gas without many worries..."
"Ok."
"Bam, I know you wan't to seem brave, but you don't have to." he smiled awkwardly, "you've done enough today.. I can't expect you to venture off with a dangerous vampire."
"Then teach me how to be a bat" I smiled, "after you're done killing Gas, yell a random weird thing and when I hear it, I could turn into a bat and fly over!"
"Maybe. I'll think about it. I can teach you about how to be a bat once we talk to Gas and Linde at school." he said, looking over at my clock, "School's out in fifteen minutes, we must hurry."
We rushed out the door of my house and practically ran back to school, taking a few fast walking breaks along the way.
We had got there just in time; As we reached the school's parking lot I could hear the last bell ring inside the school.
"Great timing" I smiled as Ville and I sat on a bench outside the doors, waiting for Gas and Linde.
After about five minutes, we spotted them and Ville called them over.
"Gas, Linde!" he called, and they turned their heads over toward us.
"Bam's making his first kill tonight." Ville grinned a devilish smile when they reached us.
Linde pushed a long blonde dreadlock out of his way and looked over at me skeptically, "So he's a vampire?"
I took my chance to talk and nodded, "Look.", and pushed some of my curly brown hair out of the way so he and Gas could see my bite.
"That's a pretty deep one for a fake" Gas laughed.
"It's not fake, it's real" I glared.
"It's true." Ville sighed, "I couldn't stop myself...he's a vampire."
Both Gas and Linde's faces lit up with laughter and it made me sick that they were laughing at Ville like that.
"So, Ville couldn't control himself, eh?" laughed Gas as he touched his large icy hand to my neck and licked his finger, "that's blood, alright!"
"I just told you that!" I glared and their laughs stopped, "So, do you want to come or not?" I was surprised at my outburst.
"Of course we'll come" Linde cackled, "Place, time?"
"We're not sure about the place yet.." Ville said but I interupted him;
"Yes we do. I know the perfect place." I smiled, trying to match their mischieviousness but I doubt I got close, "ShadyPine Lane. Eight o'clock. Be there."
"We will." Gas laughed as he and Linde left to board their buses.
"Let's just walk." Ville suggested.
"Where is this ShadyPine Lane place you mentioned?" he asked as we walked back to my house.
"It's this little area that's mostly abandoned and there's a lot of junk around the place, it will be perfect" I smiled, "especailly at night."
He sighed with a warm smile, squeezing my hand in his, "You're going to be an amazing Vampire, Bam, I can tell... my amazing vampire."
I grinned and squeezed his hand back, "Always yours."
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I have deleted my seperate post for chapter 11 to include it with chapter 10 in one post, thankyou for explaining to me that it was against the rules to post 2 posts in a row n_n so I fixed it.
~Kayla.
Author: Me
Pairing: Vam
Summary: I don't want to give away too much.. but basically it's a Vampire fic except it's based in the real world so basically the only thing that's really totally unrealistic is the fact that theres vampires. This fic will not be horror, it will have a few mildy scary moments but mostly its oddly romantic.
Disclaimer: I dont own anyone in the story.. um, and this never happened.
Rating: About PG13
Previous Chapters:
1: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3121710.html#cutid1
2: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3123592.html?view=42637448#t42637448
3: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3125600.html?view=42672736#t42672736
4: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3126380.html?view=42678380#t42678380
5: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3126764.html?view=42712300#t42712300
6: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3127392.html#cutid1
7: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3127989.html?view=42756021#t42756021
8: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3129974.html?view=42795638#t42795638
9: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3132565.html#cutid1
"I feel awful asking you this...after all, if I can't do it, you will be doomed..."
"Doomed?" I choked out.
He nodded, "I guess... unless you want to be a vampire."
I shook my head as if to toss all the doubts from my brain out; "No, just do it" I barely spoke, "I have to or your plan won't work."
I knew he doubted my bravery because he kept the same worried look in his eyes, "It's selfish of me to ask you this...and I can't shake the feeling you don't really want this, Bammie."
"I do."
He looked at me for what seemed like a whole minute, staring into my eyes as if by doing that he could be sure I really trusted him. "Ok." he sighed, "But I can't make you any promises..."
"Maybe if you drank some blood before biting me you wouldn't feel as tempted?" I questioned.
"No" he sighed, running his hand quickly through his hair, "that wouldn't make a difference."
"Does it hurt?"
"I don't know..."
"You were born a vampire?"
He shook his head 'no', "I was unconcious when I got bit... I've heard it hurts a great deal though; It must have because I remember feeling a sudden sharp pain that brought me back to conciousness; It only lasted a moment but I'm not sure how long I had been hurting before regaining conciousness."
"Oh.." I paused, "let's just hope you can do this then..."
"Wish me luck and I'll wish you yours."
I nodded and bit down on my lip, "Quick. Don't give me time to think."
He let out a long sigh and moved closer to me on my bed, and wrapped one arm around me and the other on my neck; I felt a shiver because of his cold hand.
"I can do this...I can do this..." he was repeating to himself lowly under his breath; I wished he would stop so I could close my eyes and pretend I was asleep or something but my eyes were glued wide open with both curiousity and fright;
Then I felt his icecold lips touch my skin of my neck and I froze completely still, all my worries hit me at once but I still remained seated;
"Are you sure?" I heard his deep whisper as he didn't move from where he was. I nodded fastly and he pushed his hand a bit harder down on my neck to stop me from moving.
And before I could stop him and run away as my stomach filled with butterflies of worry, I felt his sharp teeth push into my skin; It wasn't that bad, like getting pricked by a needle a few times, but then...
Why isn't he stopping?! The pain rushed faster and faster and soon it felt like I was being burned alive; Every part of my body felt like it was in pain so much that I felt completely unable to move or breathe;
My mind was swirling as if I was on a ship seasick and my stomach felt like it would empty any moment, but it didn't;
I felt my eyes slam shut as I fell against the bed and--
"Bam? Bam!" I could hear a voice frantically yelling at me, but the voice was distorted in my sleep-like state.
I opened my eyes and immediatly felt a piercing headache as I stared up at Ville who was leaning over me shouting my name.
"Oh, Bam, you're ok!" he yelled, wrapping his arms around me in such a fast motion I felt almost dizzy;
As my eyes cleared of sleep I realised why Ville was acting so scared; I saw blood on the sheets and it was all mostly where I had laid my head when I fell unconcious...
"Ville... you...you.."
"Yes, I did, I'm so sorry, Bammie.. I.." he choked between tears, hugging me tightly.
"I'm..."
He nodded, "A vampire, I'm so sorry, I couldn't stop Bammie, I tried, I promise, I-"
I stopped him from talking by placing a finger on his lips, "I know. You told me the dangers and I didn't listen.." I mumbled.
"But, Bam, surely you don't understand! You are a vampire. Never to be normal again!"
Of course I knew this, and part of me wanted to scream my lungs out, but I couldn't raise my voice much above a whisper when I saw Ville's expression; He seemed so hurt and angry with himself that it was impossible to be angry.
I nodded, "I understand.."
"And you're not angry?" he asked, clearly forcing back a tear.
"What's done is done..."
His eyes seemed even more saddened by my words, "I promise I tried.. but I guess luck can't always be on your side, can it, Bammie?"
"What's so good about being a vampire?" I needed to change the mood, it was making this whole thing that much worse.
He bit his lip as if contemplating whether or not what he was about to say would excite me or make me angry;
"Bammie.." he started, "I love you... you know that, right?"
I shook my head in agreement, even though it still felt weird to be saying that when we've only known eachother for two days now. But maybe Ville's right about knowing it would work.
"When I bit you..." he paused to look me straight in the eyes, "it was more than just a bite, more than just a transformation...it means you have the choice to spend an eternity with me..." he sighed, "or not."
"Like, forever?"
"Forever." he said, his voice full of doubt.
"I..." I started to say, but I couldn't find the words; What should I do? I don't know;
His eyes saddened and he sighed, "I understand."
"No!" I said quicker than I could think; He too seemed surprised by my quick objection.
I took a deep breath and put my hand in his, "I will."
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Chapter 11
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"You...will?"
I nodded and he smiled widely, his eyes letting go of held tears, "Oh, Bammie!" he smiled, hugging me tighter than ever, "I love you too!"
"Ville..Ville..." I repeated as he went on and on about how happy he was I had said yes; Finally he realized I was talking and he paused, "yes?"
"You're choking me" I mumbled.
"Oh, sorry" he laughed with a hint of embarrassment, "sometimes I forget my own strength." he said as he lightened his hold on me a little.
I smiled, "It's ok." I paused thinking to myself, "Ape and Phil are going to have a shit fit when they find out I'm a vampire and going to be with you forever" I laughed a bit.
But instead of laughing too, his eyes went blank of expression, "Bam..we can't tell them. Ever."
"Why not?"
"I told you, Bammie...we have to keep this a secret. You must not tell anyone about you or I being a vampire. You can tell April and Phil that we are together, and one day say we are to be married...but..." he paused, "I don't think you have that much time left with them..."
"I have to leave mom and dad...?" I could feel my heart sinking in my chest.
He nodded slowly, "You still have some time, but sooner or later they are going to realize you are not aging as you are supposed to..I'd imagine they wouldn't find anything odd if you were twenty and looked the same as you do now at eighteen, but the older they think you are, the more they will realize you arn't aging..."
"So I still have some years left?" I asked somewhat relieved; At least that was more time than like a month or something.
"Hopefully. Let's not push our luck, Bam."
I didn't like the tone of his voice; He sounded unsure and yet something about it made me wonder if he knew exactly how long I had left with them.
"Ok" I agreed, "So...what's your plan?" I asked, getting back on the topic we came here to discuss.
"Oh, yes, it almost slipped my mind." he smiled slightly, "This is how I picture it..."
I nodded, waiting for him to continue;
"Ok, we hurry back to school today and wait for school to end. When Linde and Gas exit the school, you and I will get into a conversation with them and I will show them your new bite." he smiled at the word bite, but quickly fixed his expression; I think he's afraid I'll accuse him of turning me into a vampire on purpose; Maybe he did..no!
I forced myself to stop thinking and focus on his plan, "Yeah?"
"Then after that I'll tell them that I'm taking you out for your first kill tonight and I'll invite Gas and Linde... I would prefer Linde didn't come but I know even if we just invited Gas that he would come along." he explained, "Then later tonight they will meet us in a place with little to no traffic and we will pretend you are finding a victum; While Gas and Linde get comfortable, I'll secretly be ready and..." he paused, "well, you know."
"What about Linde? Won't he attack you?"
Ville shook his head, "I'm hoping not...This is where I'm severly unsure, Bam.. I was thinking that maybe you could go off with Linde acting like you want to hunt a bit more far off than where Gas and I will stay so that way I can kill Gas without many worries..."
"Ok."
"Bam, I know you wan't to seem brave, but you don't have to." he smiled awkwardly, "you've done enough today.. I can't expect you to venture off with a dangerous vampire."
"Then teach me how to be a bat" I smiled, "after you're done killing Gas, yell a random weird thing and when I hear it, I could turn into a bat and fly over!"
"Maybe. I'll think about it. I can teach you about how to be a bat once we talk to Gas and Linde at school." he said, looking over at my clock, "School's out in fifteen minutes, we must hurry."
We rushed out the door of my house and practically ran back to school, taking a few fast walking breaks along the way.
We had got there just in time; As we reached the school's parking lot I could hear the last bell ring inside the school.
"Great timing" I smiled as Ville and I sat on a bench outside the doors, waiting for Gas and Linde.
After about five minutes, we spotted them and Ville called them over.
"Gas, Linde!" he called, and they turned their heads over toward us.
"Bam's making his first kill tonight." Ville grinned a devilish smile when they reached us.
Linde pushed a long blonde dreadlock out of his way and looked over at me skeptically, "So he's a vampire?"
I took my chance to talk and nodded, "Look.", and pushed some of my curly brown hair out of the way so he and Gas could see my bite.
"That's a pretty deep one for a fake" Gas laughed.
"It's not fake, it's real" I glared.
"It's true." Ville sighed, "I couldn't stop myself...he's a vampire."
Both Gas and Linde's faces lit up with laughter and it made me sick that they were laughing at Ville like that.
"So, Ville couldn't control himself, eh?" laughed Gas as he touched his large icy hand to my neck and licked his finger, "that's blood, alright!"
"I just told you that!" I glared and their laughs stopped, "So, do you want to come or not?" I was surprised at my outburst.
"Of course we'll come" Linde cackled, "Place, time?"
"We're not sure about the place yet.." Ville said but I interupted him;
"Yes we do. I know the perfect place." I smiled, trying to match their mischieviousness but I doubt I got close, "ShadyPine Lane. Eight o'clock. Be there."
"We will." Gas laughed as he and Linde left to board their buses.
"Let's just walk." Ville suggested.
"Where is this ShadyPine Lane place you mentioned?" he asked as we walked back to my house.
"It's this little area that's mostly abandoned and there's a lot of junk around the place, it will be perfect" I smiled, "especailly at night."
He sighed with a warm smile, squeezing my hand in his, "You're going to be an amazing Vampire, Bam, I can tell... my amazing vampire."
I grinned and squeezed his hand back, "Always yours."
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I have deleted my seperate post for chapter 11 to include it with chapter 10 in one post, thankyou for explaining to me that it was against the rules to post 2 posts in a row n_n so I fixed it.
~Kayla.