Love In Cold Blood Chap 9
Title: Love In Cold Blood
Author: Me
Pairing: Vam
Summary: I don't want to give away too much.. but basically it's a Vampire fic except it's based in the real world so basically the only thing that's really totally unrealistic is the fact that theres vampires. This fic will not be horror, it will have a few mildy scary moments but mostly its oddly romantic.
Disclaimer: I dont own anyone in the story.. um, and this never happened.
Rating: About PG13
Previous Chapters:
1: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3121710.html#cutid1
2: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3123592.html?view=42637448#t42637448
3: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3125600.html?view=42672736#t42672736
4: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3126380.html?view=42678380#t42678380
5: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3126764.html?view=42712300#t42712300
6: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3127392.html#cutid1
7: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3127989.html?view=42756021#t42756021
8: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3129974.html?view=42795638#t42795638
"Kill..me?" I muttered so low I was surpised when he nodded.
"But I won't, Bam, I promise."
I'd love to believe him, I really would, but suddenly the whole vampire thing and how he is being pressured to kill me is frightening; But there's nothing I can do now, he lives with me; I have to trust him, and strangely, I know I do.
He smiled slightly and wrapped my hand in his, "Don't worry, I have this under control; I won't kill you." he whispered, "but I might have to kill someone..."
"Why?! Why can't you just be like you have been the last one hundred years and not kill at all?"
"It's the only way I can keep you safe; I know Linde and Gas, they don't leave until they get what they want. And they want you dead."
"Why me though.. I don't understand." I choked, trying to keep my voice a whisper.
Ville sighed and paused to think for a moment, "They never found love, Bam. Never. They did of course find someone they wished to love, but never yet in their hundred years have they been accepted."
"Oh.." I mumbled... was I the first one to accept Ville?
He stared at me with a partly annoyed expression, as if he wished I would let him once again use his ability to read my thoughts, "Do you understand?" he asked.
"I think so..." I paused, "You mean, I was the first one to accept you?"
"Yes, but, I never loved anyone else." he smiled, "I knew you were perfect since the moment you stepped in the door. Of course you looked worn out and tired but I knew that was just a human thing, to be a slug in the morning." he laughed, "I don't need much sleep, but a few hours here and there does no harm."
"I wish it were the same for me" I smiled, "right now my eyes feel like they want to close."
He squeezed my hand as the bus came to a stop in front of the school.
"So..." Ville said, continueing to whisper, "would you like to skip gym today?"
"Why are you whispering?"
"In case Linde or Gas are near by, Bam, I have a plan."
I looked around us, trying to see anyone that fitted the description of the two people I had heard the Walmart people describing last night, but all I saw were people rushing to class and some girls pointing and staring at our hands.
Ville must have noticed the girls too, because I saw him shoot them an angry glare, and they quickly turned away.
"Yeah, I can skip. What's the plan?"
Ville bit his lip and shook his head, "I will tell you as soon as we exit the school after Art, ok?"
I nodded as we walked silently to Health, careful to not say anything in case Linde or Gas would be listening.
I let out a sigh of relief as we walked in and noticed neither Gas or Linde were there, we were safe, at least for now.
Ville seemed to also be relieved because he seemed less tense as we sat down at our table, I was glad we were the only ones who sat here.
The teacher noticed I was for the first time this year, early, and grinned sarcastically, "I see you're early, Brandon."
"He told you to address him as Bam, Miss."
She scrunched her nose at Ville and went back over to the blackboard to write down today's subjects.
I smiled and Ville returned the expression, "But only I get to call him my Bammie."
She turned around and raised her eyebrow in a disgusted manner, "I'd rather not hear about that."
"But you're the health teacher, you're supposed to accept that kind of stuff." I laughed and she just rolled her eyes, "I do accept that stuff, just not from non-A level students, like you, Brandon."
Ville's smile turned to a glare, "Don't talk rudely to my love."
"Don't make this into a big deal, please! I'm not in the mood." she sighed as she finished writing and returned to her desk to wait for the rest of the class to enter the room; Ville and I had been early and were the only ones there.
Soon the class filled up and I smiled in relief again that Gas and Linde still weren't here.
Health class went fast, I of course wasn't listening; I had too much on my mind; From Vampires to my death, and those wonders and worries kept me out of focus; But I knew what we were learning cause once in a while I glanced at Ville who was writing down notes about different nutrients and sugars.
"One class down, one to go." Ville sighed as we left Health, "they know I love art..." he mumbled.
"You think they'd sign up?"
He nodded, "I'm almost positive, so don't freak out if they're there, ok? I have this under control, I promise."
I shook my head 'yes', "I know."
I was relieved that when we stepped into Art, neither Gas nor Linde were there yet, I was hoping they wouldn't be there at all; But my hopes were dimmed as I saw a overweight bald boy step into the room. I knew it had to be Gas. And when I looked over at Ville, as we sat at our table, I noticed he looked very nervous, yet sure of himself.
"Gas.." he said lightly under his breath.
The boy smiled devilishly at us and sat at the table in front of us, turning around to face us in his chair.
"So you're Ville's lover, aye?" he laughed, "I would have expected better, why would he want to keep you?"
I could feel Ville's blood pressure rising because his hand was getting a little warmer in mine, "You keep quiet Gas, or I swear..."
"What? You can't touch me or I'll tell everyone where you are! And that you can't even kill some boy you just met!" he laughed harder; It made me feel sick.
"I will kill." Ville sneered in a whisper. His words made my stomach feel even sicker, but I didn't say a word, afraid I'd mess up Ville's plans.
Gas's expression turned to curiousity, "Really? Who? It better be good."
"Oh it will be, it will be" Ville grinned devilishly and I could see a hint of fear in Gas's face as he turned back around when the teacher peered over toward us.
I squeezed Ville's hand and he nodded at me, not saying a word; I knew he could tell I was confused and scared. But I'd have to wait until after Art to hear his plan.
Unlike Health, Art class went by painfully slow; It was as if the clocks were melting and ticking slower second by second; But it finally ended.
"Finally." I muttered as we stood up, but Ville didn't walk towards the door, he stood still, using his other hand to grab Gas by the collar of his shirt, "where's Linde?"
"In the other art class. You're lucky it was me who found you, Linde had something specail planned." he winked.
Ville let go of Gas's collar and pushed him away as we walked out the door; He seemed extremely troubled as he practically dragged me along with him as we walked fast through the crowded hallway; Past the gym and quickly snuck out the door of the school; I was glad it was one of the lunch times so we wouldn't seem odd leaving the school since people ate outside all the time.
When we were far enough from the school, Ville had finally steadied his breathing; I knew walking quickly through the school was hard for him, like in gym yesterday; Smelling all those different people's blood at once.
"You ok?" I asked.
He nodded, "Yeah." but he didn't seem any less troubled, "Bammie, I have to kill. I have to."
I stayed silent for a moment, only shaking my head to show I understood.. even though I really don't.
"Who cares what they think, Willa?"
"I have to. I thought it over many times and I realise I have to. Now, I assume April is at work at the moment?"
"Yeah, and Phil's at the golf course like every day."
"Good. We need to have a talk." he said as we walked through the autumn leaves; School wasn't that far from my house at all, just about like ten blocks. I just liked taking the bus cause I'm lazy.
When we arrived at my house, I took my key out of my pocket and opened the door; It felt weird coming home early on a school day.
We quickly ran up the stairs and into my room; I sat down on my bed as Ville grabbed and opened another bloodbag to drink as he too sat down.
"I know this is a tough question to answer Bammie, but I need to know...Is there anyone you wouldn't mind being dead?"
"Gas."
"No..." he sighed, "Someone who isn't a vampire."
"Why?"
"Because, I'm strong but two vampires against one is too much, and if I ever killed Gas or Linde, I'd be hated just as much as if I hadn't killed at all."
I nodded, "Well.. there is this one guy..."
"Great!" he smiled, "what's the name?"
I bit my lip, unsure, "His name's Trevor, he's in our health class..."
His smile faded, "Why him?"
"He's better at skateboarding than me" I blushed, "and he's an ass."
"I know you don't really want him dead, Bam..."
I nodded my head in agreement, "I don't want anyone dead, Willa... I don't even want Trevor dead."
He sighed and wrapped his cold arms around me, "I think I will pick a random victum."
"But what if they're a good person?" I asked, afraid tears would start welling up in my eyes; The topic of chosing who lives and who dies was scaring me more than I thought it would;
"That's the problem...You know, I want Gas dead..."
"Why not Linde?"
He shook his head, "He's too close to my family, I couldn't.. now that I think about it, maybe I could put an end to Gas.. maybe it would be best. He's a well known vampire in Finland, but isn't there a difference between a well known liked person and a well known hated person?"
"Yeah" I smiled, hopefull that he would pick Gas;
He drank down the last of the blood in that bag and grinned his full smile, "It would be like a heavenly dessert, that much blood."
I laughed, "I wouldn't know."
"Oh, yes, that too... Bam, do you trust me?"
"Yeah..why?"
"Would you trust your life in my hands?"
"Why?"
"Would you?" he repeated.
I nodded.
"Because I think I'll have to cause you a wound.. a small one, in order to work with my plan. Gas and Linde, especailly Gas has to believe you are a vampire..."
"You're going to..."
"Bite your neck, yes, it has to be done. But don't worry" he grinned uneasily, "I won't bite down all the way, it will just be a harmless wound."
The sudden sparks in his eyes when he talked about biting me scared me and I had to bite down on my lip to not look too nervous, "Are you sure that's all it would be?"
"About sixty percent sure, Bammie...It would be hard not to, you know..."
I felt sick because this time I did know what he meant. If he couldn't do it right, it would be no joke.
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Chap 9~
Hope ya like n_n
~kayla.
Author: Me
Pairing: Vam
Summary: I don't want to give away too much.. but basically it's a Vampire fic except it's based in the real world so basically the only thing that's really totally unrealistic is the fact that theres vampires. This fic will not be horror, it will have a few mildy scary moments but mostly its oddly romantic.
Disclaimer: I dont own anyone in the story.. um, and this never happened.
Rating: About PG13
Previous Chapters:
1: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3121710.html#cutid1
2: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3123592.html?view=42637448#t42637448
3: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3125600.html?view=42672736#t42672736
4: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3126380.html?view=42678380#t42678380
5: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3126764.html?view=42712300#t42712300
6: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3127392.html#cutid1
7: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3127989.html?view=42756021#t42756021
8: http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/3129974.html?view=42795638#t42795638
"Kill..me?" I muttered so low I was surpised when he nodded.
"But I won't, Bam, I promise."
I'd love to believe him, I really would, but suddenly the whole vampire thing and how he is being pressured to kill me is frightening; But there's nothing I can do now, he lives with me; I have to trust him, and strangely, I know I do.
He smiled slightly and wrapped my hand in his, "Don't worry, I have this under control; I won't kill you." he whispered, "but I might have to kill someone..."
"Why?! Why can't you just be like you have been the last one hundred years and not kill at all?"
"It's the only way I can keep you safe; I know Linde and Gas, they don't leave until they get what they want. And they want you dead."
"Why me though.. I don't understand." I choked, trying to keep my voice a whisper.
Ville sighed and paused to think for a moment, "They never found love, Bam. Never. They did of course find someone they wished to love, but never yet in their hundred years have they been accepted."
"Oh.." I mumbled... was I the first one to accept Ville?
He stared at me with a partly annoyed expression, as if he wished I would let him once again use his ability to read my thoughts, "Do you understand?" he asked.
"I think so..." I paused, "You mean, I was the first one to accept you?"
"Yes, but, I never loved anyone else." he smiled, "I knew you were perfect since the moment you stepped in the door. Of course you looked worn out and tired but I knew that was just a human thing, to be a slug in the morning." he laughed, "I don't need much sleep, but a few hours here and there does no harm."
"I wish it were the same for me" I smiled, "right now my eyes feel like they want to close."
He squeezed my hand as the bus came to a stop in front of the school.
"So..." Ville said, continueing to whisper, "would you like to skip gym today?"
"Why are you whispering?"
"In case Linde or Gas are near by, Bam, I have a plan."
I looked around us, trying to see anyone that fitted the description of the two people I had heard the Walmart people describing last night, but all I saw were people rushing to class and some girls pointing and staring at our hands.
Ville must have noticed the girls too, because I saw him shoot them an angry glare, and they quickly turned away.
"Yeah, I can skip. What's the plan?"
Ville bit his lip and shook his head, "I will tell you as soon as we exit the school after Art, ok?"
I nodded as we walked silently to Health, careful to not say anything in case Linde or Gas would be listening.
I let out a sigh of relief as we walked in and noticed neither Gas or Linde were there, we were safe, at least for now.
Ville seemed to also be relieved because he seemed less tense as we sat down at our table, I was glad we were the only ones who sat here.
The teacher noticed I was for the first time this year, early, and grinned sarcastically, "I see you're early, Brandon."
"He told you to address him as Bam, Miss."
She scrunched her nose at Ville and went back over to the blackboard to write down today's subjects.
I smiled and Ville returned the expression, "But only I get to call him my Bammie."
She turned around and raised her eyebrow in a disgusted manner, "I'd rather not hear about that."
"But you're the health teacher, you're supposed to accept that kind of stuff." I laughed and she just rolled her eyes, "I do accept that stuff, just not from non-A level students, like you, Brandon."
Ville's smile turned to a glare, "Don't talk rudely to my love."
"Don't make this into a big deal, please! I'm not in the mood." she sighed as she finished writing and returned to her desk to wait for the rest of the class to enter the room; Ville and I had been early and were the only ones there.
Soon the class filled up and I smiled in relief again that Gas and Linde still weren't here.
Health class went fast, I of course wasn't listening; I had too much on my mind; From Vampires to my death, and those wonders and worries kept me out of focus; But I knew what we were learning cause once in a while I glanced at Ville who was writing down notes about different nutrients and sugars.
"One class down, one to go." Ville sighed as we left Health, "they know I love art..." he mumbled.
"You think they'd sign up?"
He nodded, "I'm almost positive, so don't freak out if they're there, ok? I have this under control, I promise."
I shook my head 'yes', "I know."
I was relieved that when we stepped into Art, neither Gas nor Linde were there yet, I was hoping they wouldn't be there at all; But my hopes were dimmed as I saw a overweight bald boy step into the room. I knew it had to be Gas. And when I looked over at Ville, as we sat at our table, I noticed he looked very nervous, yet sure of himself.
"Gas.." he said lightly under his breath.
The boy smiled devilishly at us and sat at the table in front of us, turning around to face us in his chair.
"So you're Ville's lover, aye?" he laughed, "I would have expected better, why would he want to keep you?"
I could feel Ville's blood pressure rising because his hand was getting a little warmer in mine, "You keep quiet Gas, or I swear..."
"What? You can't touch me or I'll tell everyone where you are! And that you can't even kill some boy you just met!" he laughed harder; It made me feel sick.
"I will kill." Ville sneered in a whisper. His words made my stomach feel even sicker, but I didn't say a word, afraid I'd mess up Ville's plans.
Gas's expression turned to curiousity, "Really? Who? It better be good."
"Oh it will be, it will be" Ville grinned devilishly and I could see a hint of fear in Gas's face as he turned back around when the teacher peered over toward us.
I squeezed Ville's hand and he nodded at me, not saying a word; I knew he could tell I was confused and scared. But I'd have to wait until after Art to hear his plan.
Unlike Health, Art class went by painfully slow; It was as if the clocks were melting and ticking slower second by second; But it finally ended.
"Finally." I muttered as we stood up, but Ville didn't walk towards the door, he stood still, using his other hand to grab Gas by the collar of his shirt, "where's Linde?"
"In the other art class. You're lucky it was me who found you, Linde had something specail planned." he winked.
Ville let go of Gas's collar and pushed him away as we walked out the door; He seemed extremely troubled as he practically dragged me along with him as we walked fast through the crowded hallway; Past the gym and quickly snuck out the door of the school; I was glad it was one of the lunch times so we wouldn't seem odd leaving the school since people ate outside all the time.
When we were far enough from the school, Ville had finally steadied his breathing; I knew walking quickly through the school was hard for him, like in gym yesterday; Smelling all those different people's blood at once.
"You ok?" I asked.
He nodded, "Yeah." but he didn't seem any less troubled, "Bammie, I have to kill. I have to."
I stayed silent for a moment, only shaking my head to show I understood.. even though I really don't.
"Who cares what they think, Willa?"
"I have to. I thought it over many times and I realise I have to. Now, I assume April is at work at the moment?"
"Yeah, and Phil's at the golf course like every day."
"Good. We need to have a talk." he said as we walked through the autumn leaves; School wasn't that far from my house at all, just about like ten blocks. I just liked taking the bus cause I'm lazy.
When we arrived at my house, I took my key out of my pocket and opened the door; It felt weird coming home early on a school day.
We quickly ran up the stairs and into my room; I sat down on my bed as Ville grabbed and opened another bloodbag to drink as he too sat down.
"I know this is a tough question to answer Bammie, but I need to know...Is there anyone you wouldn't mind being dead?"
"Gas."
"No..." he sighed, "Someone who isn't a vampire."
"Why?"
"Because, I'm strong but two vampires against one is too much, and if I ever killed Gas or Linde, I'd be hated just as much as if I hadn't killed at all."
I nodded, "Well.. there is this one guy..."
"Great!" he smiled, "what's the name?"
I bit my lip, unsure, "His name's Trevor, he's in our health class..."
His smile faded, "Why him?"
"He's better at skateboarding than me" I blushed, "and he's an ass."
"I know you don't really want him dead, Bam..."
I nodded my head in agreement, "I don't want anyone dead, Willa... I don't even want Trevor dead."
He sighed and wrapped his cold arms around me, "I think I will pick a random victum."
"But what if they're a good person?" I asked, afraid tears would start welling up in my eyes; The topic of chosing who lives and who dies was scaring me more than I thought it would;
"That's the problem...You know, I want Gas dead..."
"Why not Linde?"
He shook his head, "He's too close to my family, I couldn't.. now that I think about it, maybe I could put an end to Gas.. maybe it would be best. He's a well known vampire in Finland, but isn't there a difference between a well known liked person and a well known hated person?"
"Yeah" I smiled, hopefull that he would pick Gas;
He drank down the last of the blood in that bag and grinned his full smile, "It would be like a heavenly dessert, that much blood."
I laughed, "I wouldn't know."
"Oh, yes, that too... Bam, do you trust me?"
"Yeah..why?"
"Would you trust your life in my hands?"
"Why?"
"Would you?" he repeated.
I nodded.
"Because I think I'll have to cause you a wound.. a small one, in order to work with my plan. Gas and Linde, especailly Gas has to believe you are a vampire..."
"You're going to..."
"Bite your neck, yes, it has to be done. But don't worry" he grinned uneasily, "I won't bite down all the way, it will just be a harmless wound."
The sudden sparks in his eyes when he talked about biting me scared me and I had to bite down on my lip to not look too nervous, "Are you sure that's all it would be?"
"About sixty percent sure, Bammie...It would be hard not to, you know..."
I felt sick because this time I did know what he meant. If he couldn't do it right, it would be no joke.
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Chap 9~
Hope ya like n_n
~kayla.