so i was thinking...what ever happened to that little girl, 14 years old, everything was new, she had everything to look forward to walking into her first day of highschool? god, i can remember a time when noone thought i was pretty and i was nothing. i was so happy. when i grew up and boys happened to me i somehow got mixed into this category of " ( Read more... )

ooooooooooooooooooooooo boy. so thursday was freakin awsome, n youd think thatd be good enough right? but no, this boy makes it better ( Read more... )

hmm...i havent updated in so long. im sorry to all who acctualy care if i post. im not going to lie and say i havent had time to, i have, i just never really felt like it. to be honest, i know exactly why i havent. looking back on all my entries i see that i wrote in here when i was unhappy and lately ive been very happy (most of the time) and i ( Read more... )

this is insane...with everything going on...this is just the freakiest coincidence...ill explain after you read these jimmy eat world lyrics from the song "kill" on the new cd thats comming out tuesday ( Read more... )

she cant handle this ( Read more... )

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jeanne wrote something for me about what happened with dave...i saw him the other night and i got very sad again and i spoke with her about it and i guess my feelings inspired her somehow, and she wrote me this amazing song about the whole situation in his eyes...ill explain it later...

"The Aftermath"
which weapons will you select?
he chooses ( Read more... )

wow, sunday night was the greatest night of my life ( Read more... )

this song is sooo amazing, i think im going to buy this cd, its so damn fucking good...this song makes me cry...

Free - Maria Mena

I've been walking around all day thinking
I think I have a problem, I think I think too much
I've been taught to hold back my tears and avoid them
but you've made pain into something I could touch

I've been walking around ( Read more... )

something i wrote called "All and Everything"

All and Everything

I wanna thank you for your time
Iwanna thank you for your body
and the way it feels against mine
I wanna thank you for your eyes
and the way they make me feel inside
I wanna thank you for you lips
I wanna thank you for making my name
sound like it should be hanging
in an art museum
I wanna ( Read more... )