*i am fragile*i am hopeless*im not perfect*but im free*

Jul 29, 2004 21:26


this song is sooo amazing, i think im going to buy this cd, its so damn fucking good...this song makes me cry...

Free - Maria Mena

I've been walking around all day thinking
I think I have a problem, I think I think too much
I've been taught to hold back my tears and avoid them
but you've made pain into something I could touch

I've been walking around all day laughing
Think I'd be better off without you here
And I bet you're sweet and hard to get over
So I'll cry and people will stop and stare
Now that's ok, let them stop and stare

Cause I am fragile
I am hopeless
I'm not perfect
But I am free

I've been walking around all day waiting
And waiting is all I seem to do
Cause I never get it unless I'm fed it
But this time I'll just have to
Yeah, this time I'll just have to

And I'm fragile
I am hopeless
I'm not perfect
But I am free

Say you're not around, am I finished?
If you're not around that's too bad
Hope you're safe and sound, not alone now
Cause you know I believe in you

I'm still fragile
I'm still hopeless
I'm not perfect
But I am free

And I'm fragile
I am hopeless
I'm not perfect
But I am free

this song is sooo good, as well are some others, including another called "your the the only one" which is on the radio and rocks my face!!!

oh, and saturday was the 311 concert (july 24th), it was amazing, mike saw me when he walked in and said hey and then said "come here" and gave me a big hug then we talked a little and some guy pretended he was drunk n hit my ass n mike goes "did that kid just slap your ass" and i was like yea and he looked around for whre the kid went then he laughed n he goes "i told you you have a nice ass" then he went back to his friends but gave me anouther big hug and told me hed see me later. then me and claire went to the lawn and started talking to this kid billy joel (yes that is his real name) and he was all into claire and me and then mike came over (mike and bill are friends) and hes like yooooo and then billy started introducing me n claire to mike but mikes like "i know claire i drive her to her house all the time" then he came n put his arms around me and we hiot eachother for awhile then billy had his arms around claire while she was giving him her number and mike looked at them and laughed and was like "you know i never got your number" and he handed me his phone and made me put it in, then he was like "theres gonna be a fight, take claire and go over there i dont want you to get hurt" and just when i grabbed claires hand these two kids came rolling down the hill and slammed me int pothe gate and mike was like "are you ok?" and i was like yea, then he and some of his friends broke up the fight and then me and him were grinding all night long, he practically ignored all his friends the whole time except billy weho was grinding with claire.then he was smoking aciggarett and hes like "oh do you want one?" and im like "no!" and i made a face and hes like "oh you dont smoke?" and im like uh uh and hes like "yea i understand that" and he flicked it away and he was like "i usually dont, only when i drink". then we stood there and he was rubbing his hands all over my body and it felt so good and he was massaging my shoulders and it felt so good and when i told him that he did it more and then when 311 came on me n him were grinding together and then he went to mosh with his frineds but everytime a slow song came on he came to me, i didnt ebven have to look or be near him, he just found me, but he was never more then 3 feet away from me and he kept looking at me to see where i was. and i started talking to this guy about how good the show was going and mike saw and ran to me and wrapped his arms around me and put his fac in my nack and i was like aww jelous lol. then he started singing some words from "amber" and "love song" and  "all mixed up" to me, it was the most amazing thing that ever happened to me, ive never felt so happy in my life...then claire and billy went up front more and mike went infront of me and started talking with his friend and i was just dancing by myself (which i was fine doing) then he turned around and was like "hey, what are you doing all alone?" and he grabbed my hand and pulled me right behind him then put his arms arund me andgrabbed my butt lol and i massaged his shoulders. then everytime he left me he put his sunglasses on me and came back, but then he just left them on me the rest of the night and he forgot to take them back so i still have them lol.and then billy took a hit and passed it to claire and then she took one n passed it to me and i didnt want to at first, but then i just did anyway and claire explained how and then her n billy were like "holy crap, that was huge!!!". then mike came n he smelled my lips n hes like "did you smoke?" and i was like uhh and he laughed and squeezed me tight. but then after the show i was like "im changing my shirt and so i took off the one i was wearing right infront of him n put the new one i bought on and he was just watching me and his friends like "whoa!! whats going on here" (he was clearly drunk) and mikes like "shes just changing her shirt" all pissed off that the kid was looking. then he gave me a piggy back ride up the hill and i was so excited and when i got off he kept looking behind him to make sure i was there and when me n claire stoppedcause we had to stay at this spot for hermom to pick us up, he came up to me and hugged me then he kissed me and bit my lips, then we made out for like a minute and him n billy both left. then when we got home i was online n i slept over claires and he imed me n hes like "you still have my glasses" and im like "i know" and hes like "so did you have a good time tonight?" and im like "yes!! how bout you?" and hes like "absolutely!" then he signed off to take a shower n go to sleep. that night was the greatest night of my life...hopefully tomorrow hes gonna come to the movies with me and claire and billy and possably others. pray that he does, i need him like air...
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