Aside from a moment of fatigue, I went through today without much anxiety or even pain. For the past couple of days I'd feel a lot of tension and pressure in my forehead. Today it was mild pressure (now mainly in the right eye), and a little bit of pain around the eye. I strongly suspect the sinusitis had transitioned from one side to the other. ( Read more... )

Ugh, I'm afraid to fall asleep. Stupid anxiety. I have some tension in my forehead and around my eyes that have been bothering me for the past month. Crazy thing is when I'm not anxious or if I'm in a really good mood- nothing. But the second I start a wondering about anything other than sunshine and ponies, "WHAM!" headaches, pressure and ( Read more... )

As part of a major merger, my little business unit moved its offices to a new building and new staff. The layout was open with little cubes arranged in an "H" position. Imagine that the "H" shape was comprised of four desks, two on each side of the horizontal bar. For the most part this change hasn't affected me, but today I was approached by a co- ( Read more... )

I had been craving ice cream cake for a week. But, my memory has a specific kind of ice cream cake- one which I thought was Carvel, but I was horribly wrong. Carvel's icing is akin to the cheap, buttercream-lite you can get at the grocery store. Nay, I was looking for something rich and complementary to the ice cream itself. Also, I had a mild ( Read more... )

I quit Facebook. Seeing folks who were my friends go on doing what they do after months of no contact. I mean, we had a house warming party and no one showed up. Right now I feel so vulnerable, and seeing all those posts just made me feel resentful and envious. I'm also pretty aware that most people probably "blocked" me. Rather than imagine ( Read more... )

Fever has been gone for about two days now. Sore throat as well! But, the tension is aggravating me mainly cause I'm working myself up. A lot like I used to in college. It's like I have a talent for focusing my energy into wherever will result in the most panic. If only I could use these powers for good ( Read more... )

Our new town is a lot like my college town, DeKalb. They're some Big Box stores in the area, but a thriving and interesting downtown. The people you meet are interesting and varied, partly because of the big city 2 hours away and the college ingrained in the town ( Read more... )

Pretty sure I have like, 3, journal entries with that title.

Aloha, ladies.

Yet another night where my brain has been turning over SO MUCH. For example ( Read more... )

The job search is officially underway. Last night I applied to 2-3 jobs that I had a mild interest. I'm sure some people would love to have that luxury, but for some context; we're moving to a new city and there's not much in my industry. Which when I think about it, is not so bad. My job isn't horrible, but I know I've reached the limit of my ( Read more... )