All this has happened before, and all of it will happen again.

[wind_up_girl]

I quit Facebook. Seeing folks who were my friends go on doing what they do after months of no contact. I mean, we had a house warming party and no one showed up. Right now I feel so vulnerable, and seeing all those posts just made me feel resentful and envious. I'm also pretty aware that most people probably "blocked" me. Rather than imagine slights or get butthurt (love that expression), I'm forcing my attentions elsewhere.

My thoughts are constantly about how I'm loser, I hate my job, and I feel alone. From experience I say that's depression. I also know it's when I'm making a turning point in my life where I'm ready to veer into a new and challenging territory.