privated my last entry. didn't feel good about it. but i want to give a sincere, emphatic thanks to waffleshooters, vaginasaurus, devoutjoobjoob, lpili13 and dagdalorijane for your support and kind words while it was still public. lovers y'all very much ( Read more... )

so.

i was crossing the street. had a good day, love my students, grabbed some cheese to make lasagne for my lovelies that are coming over. trying to find a good song on my ipod. i look up and see someone walking to their car, and i think hm, she's kinda fine. there's something familiar about her. she reminds me of someone. she unlocks and gets ( Read more... )

her: "no" what tracie?
me: no i don't want to get together. and no, i don't know if i want to mend our relationship.
her: just like that, huh... i'll respect that
me: you should
her: why do you hate me so much...
me: you're kidding right? you have absolutely no respect for me unless i'm saying something you like. i'm not just going to tell you what ( Read more... )

so like ( Read more... )

the following will probably not make much sense at all. but you wouldn't expect any less from me, would you?

( i've been thinking. )

i feel like shit today.
it's too much little shit.
or maybe i'm just telling myself that.

long. rambly. image heavy.

( the past four days. with hellllaaaa pics. )

( rambles on race and hair )

woke up at 7:50 this morning from a dream where some crazy trick was trying to kill me and louis. earlier in that same dream, he and i were eating meat and watching a st. patrick's day parade. we were watchign it from my grandmother's house and i ate like a whole chicken, and louis was eating some pork think. he hit me for letting him eat meat and ( Read more... )

( blah blah blah, always the same shit. )