it turns out i miscalculated the last time i checked how many units i need to graduate. turns out i need 36, not 30. turns out i need to take 18 units this semester and 18 next semester (instead of the respective 15 and 15 i was anticipating) in order to get the fuck out of here before 2011, as planned. it's going to be okay. it's not
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so the truth is that i have no fucking clue what i'm doing, and it's fucking embarrassing. and i'm too embarrassed to ask for help. and it's causing me to fall farther and farther behind. and the farther i fall behind, the less hope i have of ever catching up.
it's kindof an ugly cycle i've got going on. here's to the hope of breaking it?