( it's 6am and i'm awake. )

so i was planning on telling you all about how i was sitting in this empty ass parking lot and had a staredown with a fucking deer (!!) but i don't want to, anymore ( Read more... )

on days like today, i just feel so small.

gah. i should totally be studying right now, but i was reading bell hooks and she was talking about how naming is a serious process and how people renaming themselves or taking on nicknames that tell you something specific about those who bear said names or nicknames and i started thinking about my mom's sometimes-boyfriend, jack ( Read more... )

( day twenty-two )

( rambles on race and hair )

went to bed too late last night, since i forgot what day it was. woke up too early this morning, because my body has decided it doesn't like to sleep past 8. after about 45 minutes of just laying there, i decided to masturbate. after 5 minutes of tryign and failing to arouse myself, my roommates start fucking. their bed is upstairs, right about my ( Read more... )

i wanted to post an update about how things aren't so bad anymore, since i haven't been hanging around my dad's house at all, and how i've been spending a lot of time around louis and that's great and just chilling. but i'm in such a foul mood right now that i can't be bothered ( Read more... )

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today, professor zaragosa was saying that "racial victimization is easy to portray. focusing on the vocabulary of obvious racial discrimination individualizes practices and reduces systematic problems to an issue of whether or not a store owner can have a no coloreds sign in his window. it is not enough to create legislation that says we should ( Read more... )