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It's easy to withdraw from people nowadays. Just stay in my room, study and use the computer. That's basically my life. Friends? I don't have any real friends, truthfully, everyone moved on to their little groups and we just don't contact each other anymore. And it kinda hurts. My friends are mainly all online. And that's just how it seems to be. ( Read more... )

Last night I broke down in front of lollipop hyung. I couldn't take all the stress happening and I cried and cried until I let most of the things out. After all the crying, we made each other laugh. I know hyung was crying too. And I'm sorry for making him cry. I wish I didn't make others cry. I wished I could be stronger and help others instead of ( Read more... )

Life was perfect for me, never once did I ever think about going through hardships. Life isn't a fairytale like I always thought it was. It's not all fluffy with wonderful endings. I'm barely even 20, and I hate the fact that I can never have a happy ending with the one I love the most. I want to be with him, forever. I beg on my knees, I cry while ( Read more... )