Happy 2013, the world didn't end after all. 2012, the year where I lost two people I loved, two people that have a place in my heart that can never be replaced. Reminiscing the times we had together, they seem so long ago, seem so short, too short, and times like this, like Christmas, and all those other holidays, I cry, cry because, I know I can ( Read more... )

This whole week all I heard from everyone is I'm not good enough never this never that. I wonder what I can do to ever get anyone to just pat me on the shoulder and go good job you did good. No, Thayer doesn't exist, I came wait to go home and just hide under my blanket. Tired of talks about my weight problems how my gpa is not good enough this ( Read more... )

I wonder if my family wonders why I'm so against being with them. I was supposed to go home today, but my mom calls and goes "are you going to Kaity's house?" Why should I be going to her house? I have more than enough stuff to worry about like html coding for my webpage for this class of mine, or wanting to just be able to sleep. I had a great day ( Read more... )

On Saturday, I celebrated Mid-Autumn Festival with my dad's side of the family. For those that don't know what holiday this is, it's a Chinese holiday, where we ABC's call "Mooncake day" it's a day when the family is together, it's when the moon is at its roundest and closest to Earth every year. It lands on the 15th of the eighth month on the ( Read more... )

So around a little before 11 tonight, my aunt calls me asking for my grandpa's birthday. Truthfully, I'm fine with that, but my grandma was the one that said the birthday was the lunar birthday, so I simply changed it back to the solar birthday for them.  I didn't expect to be doubted and asked if it was a leap year. Of course, sure every four ( Read more... )

On my tumblr roleplay, as some may know already, I decided to listen to hyung. Hyung said "saeng, you can't be happy being alone." So I gave it a try, I was pushed back down, rejected, disliked, but I crawled back up. With all my strength, I told himself, "Froggy, Joanne, you made it once, you can make it again. He'll want you to make it too", so I ( Read more... )

So because of my grandma's complaints about me being fat, my mom put me on this seven day diet. Today all I ate were fruits and drank water. I'm still hungry right now but I can't do anything about it. I guess the good thing is compared to yesterday's weight, I lost close to 5 pounds. I'm proud of myself as today I've been feeling sick and out of ( Read more... )

How lovely, they wanted me to change my fucking schedule today because my oh so rich and important aunt is coming back today. I'm happy I didn't even bother asking because I don't have to see her at all today. Well, besides just now when I was watching my drama and relaxing and she goes "where's your manners". Well where are you manners for coming ( Read more... )

When I was younger, I thought I had a horrible life, and it's not until now that I realized my life isn't that bad. After I met more people and opened up myself, I found that I was a lot more fortunate than a lot of other people. In a way, I'm a bit of a softie, when people tell me about themselves, I like to listen and try to put myself in their ( Read more... )

So, it's one of those I'm really tired and cranky but I can't fall asleep nights. So I decided to write this post. Today, Ruito-san posted a note on facebook, KpopJpop Addict's account, about the admins. One of the lines were what they were most proud of. Mind you, this was asked a long time ago, so because he was one of the admins, Mao answered ( Read more... )