Never Good Enough
This whole week all I heard from everyone is I'm not good enough never this never that. I wonder what I can do to ever get anyone to just pat me on the shoulder and go good job you did good. No, Thayer doesn't exist, I came wait to go home and just hide under my blanket. Tired of talks about my weight problems how my gpa is not good enough this semester because I didn't get straight A's. It's like no matter what I do or say, how hard I they I'm just never good enough. I'm tired I can't cry, I can't hide all I can do is just take this, take it because this is what I deserve. I stood up to my grandma today, she kept blaming us for the stupid bathrooms about how you can't throw the used toilet paper in that when its because the pipes are messed up and when I try to explain it to her she just keeps talking about how this house is over 6million dollars and we should respect it and so I just got up and said "well, then we just dont have to come back" and walkedoff. I'm not going to give a damn about tomorrow's party I'm tired of doin all this work only to be given shit in return, so I'm going to just ignore them and sleep in my room. Use my tablet and phone mad ignore them. I'm tired of this place and I can't wait to just disappear and die so they don't have to see me anymore.
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