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Originally posted by mongoosenoodles at this is a mess/real hell is your life gone wrong
new year resolutions, 2012 ( Read more... )

I know I shouldn't be posting this.
At all.
But lately, as of VERY late; things have been getting better.
I'd like to say that Jesus Christ is actually answering my prayers. giving me the desires of my hart as I've been chanting non stop lately.
maybe this is why, infact I FEEL that this is SURE why things are going better for me.

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Well,  I got a job.
At Michael's.
As a florist, actually being able to SIT. And create things.
it was the BEST retail job I've had.
and I found something out.
The ONLY thing that kept me going in; was the fact that I was creating ART. That I was not only creating something with my hands, but DOING A R T.
I realized that even if I'm not making enough to ( Read more... )

Well, I was surprised to find that I had actually posted something recently.
I know I haven't been keeping up with this Blog/journal/ whatever it is. 
I never seem to keep up with these things, for whatever reason.

Previously
I nearly DIED this summer.
first my guts quick working entirely.
THEN the heat set in.
I nearly died from the heat alone.
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Suicide.
I'm one step away from it and I swear if I could do it, I already would have.
And for damn good reason too.
And to rub salt into the wound for good measure. I'm so damn lonely it's literally killing me. :-(!!!!!

And you know what bugs me the worst, when you start saying something about it in order to correct the situation; get help;  what ( Read more... )

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Pleasing no god - Sat. 8-28-2010 ( Read more... )

 
6:26 p.m. Friday, October 23rd 2009

Random Thought / Blog of the Day :-)

( By the way just so you know, I'm 29 years old. :-)

My birthday goes along with the year. )

I would LOVE to live in a retirement community.

Everything would be taken care of.

I wouldn't hav'ta' do the lawn or nutin'. ~waves hand~

It'd all be taken care of FOR me.

:-)

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