Suicide.
I'm one step away from it and I swear if I could do it, I already would have.
And for damn good reason too.
And to rub salt into the wound for good measure. I'm so damn lonely it's literally killing me. :-(!!!!!

And you know what bugs me the worst, when you start saying something about it in order to correct the situation; get help;  what ( Read more... )

I KNOW my mom is a liar.
I KNOW it.
but she INSITED that she isn't.

so today, I get  (yet ANOTHER in a LONG list of  wake up calls) another wake up call.
FINALLY the LAST ONE.

I had a filling fall out.
a DEEP one, that encompasses my ENTIRE tooth.

I have an absolute HEART ATTACK.

I KNOW I have NO money for it, NOR does she.
Nor does Dad.
There is NO ( Read more... )

I wanna change my user pic.
But, there's nothing I can change it too, now since that Atlantis is gone.
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Well, this has gone from a upbeat little blog to down right downbeat.
*shakes head*
guess my short stint in the sun is gone.
to bad.
I really LIKED it.
:-/

Well, they cancelled the whole reason I started a blog here in the first place.
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