Pity Party Suicide
Suicide.
I'm one step away from it and I swear if I could do it, I already would have.
And for damn good reason too.
And to rub salt into the wound for good measure. I'm so damn lonely it's literally killing me. :-(!!!!!
And you know what bugs me the worst, when you start saying something about it in order to correct the situation; get help; what have you; everyone points a finger of blame at you, and says you're throwing a pity party.
Well, excuse me, but I've always known that really everyone DESERVES to throw a "pity party" and complain.
Cause fuck, life is HELL.
Especially NOW.
When NO ONE (including me) can get a JOB.
Hell just a fuckin' J O B.
Not to mention make enough money to; do something as simple as put food on the table, a roof over your head, and clothing on your back. This does NOT take into account bills, repairs, doctor visits; etc. etc. etc. which are inevitable things of life itself.
SO FUCK YOU ALL WE ALL DESERVE TO HAVE A "PITY PARTY" and maybe in all this wailing we'll look at each other and see that hey! the system is fuckin' us, and we need to ban together and fuckin' DO somethin' about it!
Cause you can only starve for so long (and now they've even taken away our right to wail in the streets about it, and our tin cups for beggin') before you either die, or fight back.
:-(!!!!!
So excuse me I'm gonna complain. And complain my fuckin ass off, and if you don't like it then you can go fuck yourselves!
I'm gonna wail, weep, cry and mourn the lie that I was promised.
A JOB, a GOOD PAYING JOB.
A FUTURE.
A CHANCE AT A SPOUSE, cause I was able to make enough money to feed myself AND them. Along with put a roof over both our heads, and clothing on both our backs. Take the other person to a doctor too, when they needed it. :-(!!! Etc. etc. etc.
Hell. in mentioning this, having TIME OFF to actually TAKE CARE OF YOUR LIFE, AND THE PEOPLE IN IT!
...
...
...
Ah hell! I could go on and on for eternity.
Over all, the companies and corporations are runnin' this country and little people like me are getting screwed.
Plain and as simple as that. :-(!!!!!
So I don't know about you, but I'm gonna sit down and weep my poor brains out.
Cause that's all they've left for us. We can't speak out for they'll give us a criminal record. We can't protest, for the same reason, and because we'll be seen as nuts.
And they have a monopoly on the market, so we can boycott all we want; but unless we can get the majority of the U.S. to go along with us, it's moot. :-(!!!!!
So they have left us with no way to retaliate, nor any way to even have our voice be heard and obeyed.
So in the end, Like I have mentioned at least 3-4 times already.
I'M throwing a PITY PARTY.
And PLEASE JOIN IN, cause I KNOW you want to.
And hell, We ALL NEED To WEEP for the life we will now never have.
A pain and debt free one. where we're allowed to retire, have a spouse and kids with out going in debt, and our streets are paved with true and real health care.
Thank you, and may your tears run freely and unashamed.
Night.
I'm one step away from it and I swear if I could do it, I already would have.
And for damn good reason too.
And to rub salt into the wound for good measure. I'm so damn lonely it's literally killing me. :-(!!!!!
And you know what bugs me the worst, when you start saying something about it in order to correct the situation; get help; what have you; everyone points a finger of blame at you, and says you're throwing a pity party.
Well, excuse me, but I've always known that really everyone DESERVES to throw a "pity party" and complain.
Cause fuck, life is HELL.
Especially NOW.
When NO ONE (including me) can get a JOB.
Hell just a fuckin' J O B.
Not to mention make enough money to; do something as simple as put food on the table, a roof over your head, and clothing on your back. This does NOT take into account bills, repairs, doctor visits; etc. etc. etc. which are inevitable things of life itself.
SO FUCK YOU ALL WE ALL DESERVE TO HAVE A "PITY PARTY" and maybe in all this wailing we'll look at each other and see that hey! the system is fuckin' us, and we need to ban together and fuckin' DO somethin' about it!
Cause you can only starve for so long (and now they've even taken away our right to wail in the streets about it, and our tin cups for beggin') before you either die, or fight back.
:-(!!!!!
So excuse me I'm gonna complain. And complain my fuckin ass off, and if you don't like it then you can go fuck yourselves!
I'm gonna wail, weep, cry and mourn the lie that I was promised.
A JOB, a GOOD PAYING JOB.
A FUTURE.
A CHANCE AT A SPOUSE, cause I was able to make enough money to feed myself AND them. Along with put a roof over both our heads, and clothing on both our backs. Take the other person to a doctor too, when they needed it. :-(!!! Etc. etc. etc.
Hell. in mentioning this, having TIME OFF to actually TAKE CARE OF YOUR LIFE, AND THE PEOPLE IN IT!
...
...
...
Ah hell! I could go on and on for eternity.
Over all, the companies and corporations are runnin' this country and little people like me are getting screwed.
Plain and as simple as that. :-(!!!!!
So I don't know about you, but I'm gonna sit down and weep my poor brains out.
Cause that's all they've left for us. We can't speak out for they'll give us a criminal record. We can't protest, for the same reason, and because we'll be seen as nuts.
And they have a monopoly on the market, so we can boycott all we want; but unless we can get the majority of the U.S. to go along with us, it's moot. :-(!!!!!
So they have left us with no way to retaliate, nor any way to even have our voice be heard and obeyed.
So in the end, Like I have mentioned at least 3-4 times already.
I'M throwing a PITY PARTY.
And PLEASE JOIN IN, cause I KNOW you want to.
And hell, We ALL NEED To WEEP for the life we will now never have.
A pain and debt free one. where we're allowed to retire, have a spouse and kids with out going in debt, and our streets are paved with true and real health care.
Thank you, and may your tears run freely and unashamed.
Night.