Thursday night we finished up a couple things for the event, like yet another weapon cover.

Friday I bathed the Nox Puppy while Jon started packing things up. After a stop for groceries we were on the road to Forging Pangaea IV. My nerves weren't calming down at all no matter what I tried. Luckily I was able to distract myself a bit during camp set ( Read more... )

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So Lynn purchased a TV from Jon's brother. He was supposed to come pick it up last night. This involves me because it's in our living space and it's a 42" projection tv. Not small. With the TV gone we can rearrange things a bit and have room for me to have a desk again rather than sitting on the floor to use my gaming system or borrowing Jon's ( Read more... )

This weekend was the big fighting event that we've been looking forward to and working to get ready for. I was up late Thursday night finishing some sewing. I didn't quite finish everything but most things so I'm pretty happy with that ( Read more... )

I feel so lost at times ( Read more... )

Friday after I got home we went to our friend's house for a party. I played my first ever game of beer pong after Jon and I returned from taking a friend home. It was mostly a really good night, a lot of laughter and fun. There are several pictures on my facebook wall of the drawing wall they have in their garage. Though, I suspect most of it doesn ( Read more... )

“Forever alone”

That thought alone kept me locked in place, frozen in fear. I believed you see. I bought the bull of nobody loving me.

It was said only to scare me, to keep me close.

“Whore”

I didn’t want to be, but it was the only way to get attention. Besides, I liked the touch, the pretty words, the feeling of being wanted.

It was said to ( Read more... )

Because you know there had to be more ( Read more... )

In any new relationship I have to see how my SO deals with anger, with frustration, with things not going right. I have to know that I can deal with how they deal with their feelings. So many times in the past would trigger me and I just couldn't deal with it ( Read more... )

Jon worked late on Friday so the plan was for me to go back to the apartment and have dinner with Lynn, gather my things, and go to Jon's once he got home. He ended up getting off work early so I grabbed my clothes and the Nox Puppy and hurried to his place. Nox settled in almost instantly and took to Jon with no problems. I think she might even ( Read more... )