Well, judgment day has come. Michael and I will be deciding what to do with our relationship much sooner than later. I want to stay here so so badly, but I don't want to lose him. That's a stupid reason to give up doing something you love... I'll always love this something, I might not always love him. Fuck me. I swear I'm not doing this again. The ( Read more... )

I've been so good this week. I think the reality of moving to Galloway looming over my head has really put my ass in gear. After today, I will have applied to 15 jobs this week, all over the country but mainly in New York and D.C ( Read more... )

Last night was amazing. The way I wish life always was. I can't move to Galloway; it will ruin my random city trips in the middle of the week. I need to move to New York... I NEED to. I need a job in the city. Help ( Read more... )

They're in order by the date I received them, rather than what makes me smile the most ( Read more... )

Bad news bears, but I'm working on it, so pause on that. Did you know that I spend half of my day subtracting two just to keep track of what time it is on Colorado ( Read more... )

I'm feeling so strange this week. Like there's NO hope for the future, and yet for some reason I'm relatively happy and care-free. Who knows why? I had another really amazing weekend, as I think they always are during football season ( Read more... )

Well, I was just informed that the position I applied for at NBC is opening in September. I'm so happy... and terrified at the same time. I'm pretty sure it's the Washington D.C. branch, so obviously I'd be moving there... and even if it is the NY branch, I think I'll move up there. I'm dead sick of New Brunswick and have felt like I am drowning ( Read more... )

What am I doing with myself? I had so so so much fun last night. Just me and Paulanka. We went to a play, which was HILARIOUS, and it closes next weekend, otherwise I would demand others go see it. It was called Noises Off and it's pretty popular, so maybe you can catch it in another theater someday, but the cast I saw last night was just awesome ( Read more... )

How is it that as soon as you exchange phone numbers with a member of the opposite sex they think they own you? I recently got off the phone with the guy that I met a week ago and have no intentions for. We planned on going out but I realised how late he wanted to GO out and I have to BE AT work by 6:30 tomorrow morning so I decided to rain check. ( Read more... )

Why is it that everytime I'm minding my own damn motherfucking business I fall into a hole with some guyAnka (not his real name of course) and I have been friends for 800 years... or in laymen times, more like five years. He's seen me crazy, drunk, and completely ridiculous (sometimes helped me get to that point), and he's seen me so completely ( Read more... )