How can we say forever?

Nov 12, 2011 17:59

Well, judgment day has come. Michael and I will be deciding what to do with our relationship much sooner than later. I want to stay here so so badly, but I don't want to lose him. That's a stupid reason to give up doing something you love... I'll always love this something, I might not always love him. Fuck me. I swear I'm not doing this again. The next one is the last one or it's convent time.

In the wise words of Miss CMB: "Your husband will wait for you forever."

Hmph. By the way, this song is AWFUL when you're actually in the situation. Completely lost my shit in a restaurant last night, only me and my 10 euros were there, but most of them don't know my business, so... uhh awkward sauce.

In other news, I sent Paulanka my resume to look over, you know, in case my heart decides it's time to leave, and he said "I'll look it over, but I might just say whatever I need to so I can get you to come home." It's lovely to be missed (but without all the actual pressure of coming home). Love you guys <3

mike p, courtney, vietnam, anka

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