That moment when you realise he thinks the same thing about you ( Read more... )

So I just glanced back at the beginning of my relationship with Victor according to my LJ. Why couldn't I understand then that things were never going to get better? Because they didn't ( Read more... )

A lot of times people say things to me and I ignore their comment(s) which ultimately makes them say it again a little later in conversation. It's not that I didn't hear them, it's that I either don't care or think it's stupid/irrelevant. "House" makes me think introspectively ( Read more... )

I'm feeling so strange this week. Like there's NO hope for the future, and yet for some reason I'm relatively happy and care-free. Who knows why? I had another really amazing weekend, as I think they always are during football season ( Read more... )

I just heard this song for the first time today, he's so adorable. I don't remember the boys sounding so girly when we were 15. There's a lot I don't remember about being 15, I guess ( Read more... )

This made me do that weird chuckle while you're on the verge of tears thing... I think there is something SERIOUSLY wrong with me.

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As expected, yesterday was amazing... despite the three and a half hour drive that should have only been two and a half hours. I've discovered that my favorite thing is that I don't really find myself very funny, but ( Read more... )

I'm pretty excited in this moment. It's all sort of pathetic, but I'm excited because even though Vic is 1800 miles away, I still get to hang out with his friends. Who, you know, WERE my friends long before Vic and I started dating, but it's nice that they still think of me in his absence ( Read more... )

I'm happy. I don't remember the last time I was this happy. I don't know why I feel this way, there's no particular reason, but it feels good. I hope it lasts ( Read more... )

"You want to know what happiness is? It's waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person next to you. You turn around and see them in their most peaceful, innocent, and vulnerable state. They breathe as though the weight of the world lays on anyone's shoulder but their own. You ( Read more... )

Crazy times call for drastic measures or something like that. Even though nothing is going the way I want, everything is still pretty amazing. This boy is possibly the most amazing boy I've ever known. And I know that I've said that about a thousand other boys, but this time it's really true. He says that he isn't giving this whatever it is all he' ( Read more... )