But to give part two of my confessions
A lot of times people say things to me and I ignore their comment(s) which ultimately makes them say it again a little later in conversation. It's not that I didn't hear them, it's that I either don't care or think it's stupid/irrelevant. "House" makes me think introspectively.
This weekend wasn't as great as they usually are, but I have no complaints really. Except for this never-ending headache... we're on day five or six, I've lost count. Throw in my crippling stomachaches and there is obviously something seriously wrong with me, but I don't have health insurance, so I'm going to have to resort to home remedies. Damn it, if only I wasn't looking for a job, I could self-medicate with Mary Jane.
Finally, for now anyway, a bunch of us were playing some card game (probably Kings) Friday night. I don't remember the exact content of the conversation, but the end result caused Jared to say that I'm one of the "guys." I took this as the highest compliment, especially coming from Jared. Is that weird? He completely disregarded me and my opinions as a woman, which is why I think I should be offended; on the other hand, he thinks women are irrational and illogical. I don't know, I'm excited about it haha. Granted 70% of my friends are guys, it was only a matter of time.
I want to do an intensive poll of married (happily or not) that boils down to answer the question "how did you know this person was YOUR person?" This implies that I'm having second thoughts about a lot of the decisions I'm making or about to make. I sincerely believe it's because of the growing distance between Victor and I, but it could be more serious than that. I get entirely too happy/excited/hopeful when certain people call/text/private message me.
This weekend wasn't as great as they usually are, but I have no complaints really. Except for this never-ending headache... we're on day five or six, I've lost count. Throw in my crippling stomachaches and there is obviously something seriously wrong with me, but I don't have health insurance, so I'm going to have to resort to home remedies. Damn it, if only I wasn't looking for a job, I could self-medicate with Mary Jane.
Finally, for now anyway, a bunch of us were playing some card game (probably Kings) Friday night. I don't remember the exact content of the conversation, but the end result caused Jared to say that I'm one of the "guys." I took this as the highest compliment, especially coming from Jared. Is that weird? He completely disregarded me and my opinions as a woman, which is why I think I should be offended; on the other hand, he thinks women are irrational and illogical. I don't know, I'm excited about it haha. Granted 70% of my friends are guys, it was only a matter of time.
I want to do an intensive poll of married (happily or not) that boils down to answer the question "how did you know this person was YOUR person?" This implies that I'm having second thoughts about a lot of the decisions I'm making or about to make. I sincerely believe it's because of the growing distance between Victor and I, but it could be more serious than that. I get entirely too happy/excited/hopeful when certain people call/text/private message me.