I think that there is something spiritually holding me back from writing my NaNoWriMo 2011 Novel. There are several issues that have been driving me crazy. The issues are:

• My family
  • My brother unhappiness in the bottom of bottle (He think he is happy or content when he is drunk, but he just disturbs everyone and cannot walk. He just hiding bigger ( Read more... )

I have been looking for local friends for awhile now. Just someone to do things with, laugh and joke around with, just other physical people to get me, accept me.

I was hanging with friends of Tom, and they introduce us this guy, and I really tried to avoid him simply because I grew up with his sister. She was hyper, irksome, and when she didn't ( Read more... )

I was reading itsjustc blog and she had a list of pin up she on her wall in the 80's . . . However I really didn't get to put up until 90's.

Wow I really didn't put pin up on my wall until the 90's. . .

Leonardo Dicaprio (I was into Romeo & Juliet and Titanic)
Jonathan Brandis (I loved his sensitive blue eyes . . . Sea Quest)
Devon Sawa (He was just alway ( Read more... )

You may have noticed, I changed my journal. . . I wanted a more of a positive out look.

You may have also noticed I have been posting in more of the communities.

First of all, I have writer's block, and a blocked focus/concentration as well. Please do not get mad or upset if I have to not write on this site for a few weeks, because if I break my ( Read more... )

The thing about the whole mess is that my friend is still alive, but due to his bitch for a wife, I will probably never get a chance to talk to him again ( Read more... )

I am currently looking for more friends, but I would like them closer to my age. So yes I have an age limit 18-35. . .  Older 30's are pushing it, but just as friends I would try to make it work.

Anyway, I keep getting e-mails and messages from older men. . . please hear me out I am NOT into older men! I am not trying to fulfill some weird, ( Read more... )

Star Struck
Crushes on fictional characters
August 2008 Challenge:  What imaginary men do I love?

This challenge gave me an idea to create my own list of fictional characters I"ve seen on televsion or big screen.

Zack Morris from "Save by the Bell" (Mark-Paul Gosselaar) He was sly, clever and the guy every girl wanted, with his blond hair, blue eyes ( Read more... )