You may have noticed. . .

Sep 28, 2009 03:46


You may have noticed, I changed my journal. . . I wanted a more of a positive out look.

You may have also noticed I have been posting in more of the communities.

First of all, I have writer's block, and a blocked focus/concentration as well. Please do not get mad or upset if I have to not write on this site for a few weeks, because if I break my writer's block, I am taking every chance I get to work on all of my writings including my seven book series.  I have been posting online as I am trying to use my time to listen and help others and maybe making a few more friends along the way.

I have been looking for friends online. I have had a few friends, but it seem like lately they will announce on other sites that have problems or that they want to talk, but when I IM them they say they don't want to talk about it. I am not in the mood or do I have time to sit around and play head games. I just want to have friends that I can talk to and when they say have a problem that they know I am here to talk about instead of pushing me away.

I actually have 4 blogs and a hand-written journal. Each blog does something different: http://blog.myspace.com/Rebekah1725 is a very selective blog and I write more on here than I do there, but I keep it up, because I have friends on myspace that what to know what is going one with me.

I have a blog just for quizes and surveys, a it is a past time that I do as I like to look back and see how I have changed. http://surveybeck.livejournal.com I am currently working on the 5000 question survey and it is goal of mine to finish it by Dec 31, 2009, now that I have all of the parts.

I used to post my dreams on another myspace account http://blog. myspace.com/psychedelic_dreamer13 but I now post them on http://www.dreamjournal.net/index.cfm/do/journal.getjournal/username/Rebekah1213 as http://www.Dreamjournal.net organizes the dream symbols.

My hand written journals are mostly for me, but maybe if I ever have kids, they can come across my journals and see what I was like and felt back in the day.  A bunch of words that make up many pieces of me.

Anyway, I hope you enjoy being apart of this blog. . . and enjoy reading about my experiences and feelings. Please feel free to comment anytime and I try to comment back as soon as I can.

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