well its been a bit of time since i made an entry so i figure i would cause i have nothing to do cause its raining :(.. well i havent been up to much just hanging out with everyone. my birthday and 6 month anniversary was on the 2nd of aug. that was alot of fun cept i totally sucked at pool that night o well its ok. i finally registered for school ( Read more... )

soo.... i havent posted in a while but im not doing anything right now so i figured i would tell ya whats been going on now a days .. well currently im in recording for a CD that should be out in 06 somtime in the spring ... yeah ok so i wish but comon i can wish cant i. neways, so seriously i just been hanging out making my fairy costume for cali ( Read more... )

right now i feel numb.. i cant feel anything i dont know why but im so unhappy right now my body has gone numb. if i were to stab myself i dont think i would feel it. and even tho that sounds like a good idea im not allowed to try it out. old habbits would be great right now but there old habbits for a reason. i dont know what i want for once. ( Read more... )

i dont feel good its not just cause im allerrgic to spring either. i dont feel myself latley and ppl have brought it up to me too. i feel really lonley i mean i go out every night with a bunch of ppl we have a good time but still even tho im around alot of ppl i still feel like im by myself. i kinda feel like even if i had a productive day its all ( Read more... )

IAM:: weird an a little more than crazy somtimes ( Read more... )

i have been thinking an i need change in my life. i am no longer pursuing a degree in music anything. i will continue singing but thats only because i like to sing. i was talkin to an illustrator whos a friend of mine. he already has some books out an i was asking him how i could go about getting a book published. he gave me som great tips an even ( Read more... )

frist i just wanna say that i went on my cruise and i had a blast i met a buncha really cool people shout outs to my girls down in the south, maggie and lindze. i wish i could go on another cruise but id take some ppl with me cause i think they would have fun too ( Read more... )

ok so ur all gonna think im totally insane.. and well that might be a little true ok ok ok ok its alottle true haha!! neways .. so when i wrote that last entry earier today.. i wasnt in that great of a mood. my mind was racing and so those crazy thoughts captured my fingures. thats a problem i have if i get to rating .. most of it is because my ( Read more... )

i been thinking lately.. about shit that i know is stupid and minor to most ppl.. but to me the little things really get to me.. like REALLY get to me. really. neways so these "little things" have been on my mind alot and its just getting worse.. im a happy person right, i put a smile on my face and laugh here and there. im happy. arent I? ppl say ( Read more... )

sooooo.. im in a good mood. its weird but i went out tonight and i had so much fun... yay im in a good mood.. its kinda scary BUT i like it. so i was thinking about song lyrics that i like.. so im goin to write them down ( Read more... )