un happy
i dont feel good its not just cause im allerrgic to spring either. i dont feel myself latley and ppl have brought it up to me too. i feel really lonley i mean i go out every night with a bunch of ppl we have a good time but still even tho im around alot of ppl i still feel like im by myself. i kinda feel like even if i had a productive day its all for nothing . i dont come home to anything good. i can clean my whole house an do everything everyone asks me but when my mom gets home i usually dont get a thank you an when my dad gets home i get yelled at an told its not good enough... so whats the point anymore.. ohhh right there isnt one. i wish it was like before when i had nothing an felt like somthing .. then having what i wanted an feeling like nothing. i need a hug or a cuddle like right now . it sucks i cant even have that. im very unhappy