Mar 15, 2005 02:34
ok so ur all gonna think im totally insane.. and well that might be a little true ok ok ok ok its alottle true haha!! neways .. so when i wrote that last entry earier today.. i wasnt in that great of a mood. my mind was racing and so those crazy thoughts captured my fingures. thats a problem i have if i get to rating .. most of it is because my head is makin up senarios and playing them in my mind.. and the senarios are always bad so it puts me in a mood were i seem really upset but i dont think like that all the time. just once an a while . neways.. i want to talk about somthing else.. DAN. dan is this mythical creature (but a real one.. if that works) hes magical and electrically charged. (not cursed) this journal goes out to him... i was reading my real journal thats hidden in my room. and i wanted to share with you a snipet of what i wrote in there
jan/05
"im dating dan hunt. hes really nice and i like him alot. hes really awesome.i met him in december and we started talkin alot now were pretty much dating. dans a great guy and everyone likes him including my dad which is weird cause he doesnt like anyone."
and i still believe every word of it. the best thing about dan is his personality.. hes lots of fun to hang out with like seriously it doesnt matter what were doing .. its fun wether its driving arounnd jammin out, playing video games (that he always beats me at) takin naps. watching movies or going to B an B its a blast. i love hanging out with him. my mood today wasnt that great but while i was talkin to him and he was explaining his day like his voice was all like excited when he was talkin. it put me in a better mood i love when ppl are excited when they talk about stuff they enjoy. so why am i dedicating this journal to dan. because in the last one it seemed like i made it sound like i was unhappy! but honnestly i am happy i blame dan. not like being happy is a bad thing. and even tho i have those stupid worring attacks that drive me insane. i am really happy. im going on a cruise and im leaving on wensday.. or since its after midnight.. i guess im leaving tomarrow. now ill be gone for 10 days. usually im sad because i have to leave my kitties. but honnestly DAN IM GOING TO MISS YOU!!!! im almost tempted to hide u away in my big suitcase and take u with me. i realized the bad feeling in my stomach i have IS hungar cause im still hungry haha. NEWAYS, back to dan. i see him just about everyday, im sure i can be annoying somtimes but he still hangs out with me. hooray. if i could id bake him a cake .. i mean i can bake a cake but it would prolly taste really bad.. neways on this cake it would say.. DAN ... #1 BOYFRIEND !!! because thats what he is. regardless that hes an angry driver and gets annoyed when i tell him its time to go and dance around in the car "wavin/bouncing" the horns.. hes still super awesome.. and hes still MY mr silly sensative goofy dan. DAN baby, honey bunny, boo boo kitty fuck, u make me come .. u make me complete.. u make me completly happy!!